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2008-05-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...another update from me...hehe..nothin actually..jus feel like typing somethin since i cant really sleep...hubby werking nite today so im alone in the room...eh nt really alone...im with my baby inside..hehe...been kickin me from jus now...hehehe...so cute..alhamdulilah now at my 23rd week...so tat means im left with 17 more weeks to go..time flies so fast..cant wait til Sept to happen..amin

Anyway...to kill the time doin nothin in my room...i read back all my previous entries in this blog..from 2004 til now..manz...how silly i was back then..writing abt my lousy feelings and other stuffs...cant believe i wrote those nonsense...i feel like deleting some of the entries i wrote...bt somehow readin it back does bring back some memories esp those which i spent with my frens all...so sweet...guess those were the days...me still single and naive..haha..nw gotta change...being a wife and a mother soon insya allah...need to be more mature...A big gerl now..haha...

My hubby will be on leave this whole week...im so so happy...*Yaaaay*

Ok time to catch some beauty sleep....gotta wake up early for my babyplus...nitez....

2008-05-14T00:40:00.002+08:00

Alrite...life has been so nice to be at home...away from school and books...enjoying my pregnancy days...have start my cooking...hehe..simple2 dishes for my dear hubby...

It feels great to be able to spend ur time with ur loved ones...went shoppin with hubby...lunch with him and breakfast...how i wish i can spend more time with him everyday...hehe...

Anyway last thurs i sprained my right ankle..went to cgh to get it bandaged...since im already more den 5 months preg..they cant do any xray as it will caused some risk to the baby...so my ankle could only be bandaged...it was a painful experience...i had so much difficulty to walk..thanks to my family members and dear hubby who helped me to move around the house. Luckily im nt heavily preg yet...Alhamdulilah its so much better now...

Last Sunday was Mothers Day...so as usual me and my family went for outing.Me and hub bought for my mum a new shoe Scholl...and a complete freezer TUPPERWARE for my MIL....For lunch we went to Downtown east to eat den headed to Tamp to watch Ayat - Ayat Cinta..

Haiz...its a good movie...touching..i cried at one of the scene...but seriously im disappointed with the storyline...No doubt they followed the novel...bt they changed some of the parts. I have read the book last year and i could remember every part of the story vividly coz i fell in love with the book. So when theres some part they changed and esp the ending part....i wasnt happy...
First FAHRI in the movie look so childish...manz..cant they find someone better?In the novel the author describe him as a humble guy yet with lots of charm and character..bt in the movie..the actor lack both...and since when Maria met with accident in the novel?Fahri fell sick in the novel but they din acted out tat part...aaaarrggghhhh....
so conclusion is...for those who watched the movie bt din read the novel and find it superb...go and the read the novel...den tell me...if u find the novel or movie better...i get pissed wen ppl praised the movie but say little abt the novel itself...the author the shld be given the most credit for writing such a briliant story nt the actors or actress who acted the movie...haiz...

Wateva la...no good to be angry wen u r pregnant....I have lotsa wedding to attend this June...i missed those days wen i became a bride..hehe...but i feel better nw as im gg to be a mum in 3mths time...insya allah...
i wanna clean my room and admire the cute socks...clothes my sister bought for my little angel from Bangkok..hehe...will update somemore soon....

2008-04-25T19:32:00.002+08:00

At last....exam is over...im free from today til end of June...Heaven~~~hehehe...yesterday was my last paper but i wasnt a pleasant one tho...Our lecturer played all of us out...But wateva...i jus hope i passed the paper...*insya allah*

Hmm...i jus finished baking my so lovely sugi..my tuition kid order again..this time she increased it to 200 pieces...but i could only make for her 100 coz the rest my aunts wanna some...Its kinda tiring tho.so im nt making more...And tmr im all set to do my 150 pieces of Chocolate rice Cupcakes..hehe...gonna gif it to some place..My baking mood increases lately but i bet it wont last long coz soon i will be too heavy to move ard..heheh

Yeah...alhamdulilah I am preganant...coming to my fifth month..means 20 more weeks to go before i deliver the little angel...hehhe...so due to this pregnancy i get tired easily..gues its the normal thingy for preg lady...I just pray for a safe delivery insya allah in mid Sept...amin

Since i have a long holiday and quite impossible to go overseas coz need doc letter to certified im fit to travel all...so troublesome..so i decided to occupy my time with some useful activities...besides my regular baking mood...i wanna learn to knit from my aunt...hehe...jus for fun...learn new skill...and attend exercise classes @ East Shore Hospital...read more books and more and more shopping...hehehe...So looking forward...before i start teaching in July...

Maybe i can update more since im kinda free now...like i always says...it all depends on my mood..hehehe...

2008-04-02T18:50:00.002+08:00

Salamz....im updating again..but this time its somethin diff coz im using my own laptop...YOHOOO!!!!!Me and hubby went to buy earlier...and we got our new baby...yes...i own a laptop now...im so happy...hehe...it feels so good...coz i dun have to wait for my turn to use now...
Actually at home here we have 2 laptops...one my sista's and the other my brother's but i prefer to have my own....yaaaaayyyyy!!!!hehehe....

hmmm....3 more weeks to my exams....*gulp* i have one more assignment due next week and a test next week too...stress....

Later i have to do 7 bottles of sugi....my aunt order...mcm malas pun ada nak buat...hehe...but tak per la...i do it ikhlas n nt gg take any cash from her coz she nak gif it to her majlis maulid...kirakan i sedekah oso la....hehe..

ok la..i wanna do abit of reading before i start my baking...nitez...

2008-03-06T19:26:00.002+08:00

Here i am again...writing my tots afters many many many days i din update anything...the major reason i din write anythin for months coz im lazy...hehe..and also im busy with school...assignments..tutions and also performin my job as a wife....phew...not an easy job...alot of patience..hahaha...*im having hiccups rite now...tink im growing somemore..hahaha*

Ok...lets see wt happened to me for the past months...hmmm....well one major thing happen but im nt gonna mention it yet...tink nt the time yet..hehe..wait la see my mood maybe 3 months later wen i update again i will mention it...hehe..all i can say 28 weeks more to go...Alhamdulilah...

Earlier i did some bakin...i did fruit cake...dunno la im in my 'rajin' mood..hehehe..partly oso for my hubby to bring to werk as hes fasting today...he can eat it wen he break fast...and i will be baking sugi tmr...its my arwah granddad's 1year death anniversary so my family is doin some tahlil on saturday...so i wanna bake somethin which my granddad loves...sugi...i miss him alot...wen to visit his grave last week...it feels like he just passed but time flies fast...1 year had past....al fateha khas buat allahyarham Md Salleh Bin Abdullah.

Toking abt visiting my granddad's grave last week, i remembered something...our car was stop by the army foe checking at Pusara Abadi...this is bcz of the Mas Selamat case...hmm..guess spore really step up their security...wonder if they check the lorry mayat...and even check the mayat oso if its Mas Selamat or nt...hehe...bt watever it is...i hope everythin will go back to normal soon...kesian tgk mat2 army guarding the jungles near NIE....wat to do...its ur duty to protect the country rite...

Hmmm....last wed me and grp members did our presentation and was surprised to find out that one of our fren copied our idea and present the same item during his presentation on tues...haiz...no comment la...this teaches us a lesson...nt to reveal our idea to anyone until the event is over...Danger...this is called plagarism..hehe...

Ok la..enuf said....my tuition kids comin in afew minutes time....so will update wen i will like it..hehe..

2008-01-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

erhhm.....its 14 days after the new year....2008...isk isk....one year had passed and nw another brand new year for all....some may have new resolution while others are stucked with their old ones...hehe...*guess its not too late say all this crappy...heheh*

2007 had been great year for me...hehe...of coz...im got married and start a new chapter in my life...its the most wonderful thing i have ever experienced...having someone u love beside u all the time..doin things together...so my new year resolution is to be a good wife to my beloved husband..hehe..and hopefully i will be a mum soon...hehe...*wink*

My school started last week...met my dear frens...so nice to see them back after a long break...my timetable was quite alright la...isnt tat pack compared to last semester...and this also means my tuitions also already start...this year i have cut down on my tuitions....oh ya im on healthy diet..heheheh

Rite now im at my dining table...while my hubby werking...hehe...ok la...wanna eat my bread...will write again

2007-12-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

Its been raining for the past few days.....very cooling weather....but i do miss the snowy climate at Kashmir....Alhamdulilah our honeymoon went well...got to see Taj Mahal for the first time..it was really beautiful..we played with the snow at Gulmarg Mountain at Kashmir....i got to touch and feel the real snow falling...its really fascinating....we really enjoyed our stay there..but theres a little hiccup at Kashmir due to the strict security...other den tat it was nice. Oh btw...never take Indian Airline.heheh...

Hmmm.....marriage life has been great....alhamdulilah we really enjoy each other company and i really prayed it will continue forever....amin....Hari Raya Adidiladha was more meaning this year....we korban one kambing...and hubby slaughter the kambing himself..Not bad..hehe...

Anyway my parents and siblings are not in town....they went to wedding at Malacca..so i did my little cooking at home...hehhe...it wasnt anything fancy but jus simple dish....fishball soup...prawn sambal and fried eggs...quite pleased with the outcome.my hubby love it...heheh..

Tmr we wil be leaving to KL for a short getaway before i start my school and he went back to werk....hehe....and also to celebrate my bday..hehe...Oh yah....i got my bday gift from my hubby already..he bought for me Aigner wallet....wohhhoooo....hehee....thanks so much dear *muakz*.....hehe....

Alright den....gotta pack my baju for tmr....so will update again wen i have the time...hehe...hopefully im in the mood to upload pictures....my wedding...honeymoon pictures all...hehe...tataz...

2007-12-09T12:03:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah Im a married now...my status MARRIED..hehe... my wedding went smooth as plan.....all my family members helped out at the wedding....thank you so much...

Rite now Im at Terminal 1 with my hubby...waitin for our flight to our honeymoon...Destination....Taj Mahal and Kashmir...heheh...so we gonna enjoy ourselves there...heheh..

Will update more...tataz

2007-11-26T15:30:00.000+08:00

1...2....3.......6....6 more days.....yes im left with 6 more days.....tick tock tick tock...*gulp*

2007-11-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

Phew...alhamdulilah i haf just finished my last paper....Sastera...but i have my stupid project to complete til next monday....manz.....my cousin told me that i should be relaxing now since my wedding is just 11 days away.....haiz....wat can i do...this is school work....i have to attend to it in order to complete this semester....aaarrghhhh!!....

Anyway...time flies so fast...im left with 11 days to my wedding....Wow!!!Im excited....thrilled...abit scared too...i hope everythin will be just fine...insya allah....

So for the next few days i will be busy with my proj..will be gg to a Childrens home from wed til fri....from 9am til 3pm...*sigh* Then on sat i will be gg for facial...Mon to NIE for proj evaluation...tues dentist and final fitting at my bridal....wed....hmmm...nt sure..hehe...thurs i have massage....After that i shld be ready for my big day insya allah...

So i might not b online til my wedding...so do take care all...and do pray that my wedding will go smooth....amin...

2007-10-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

Woohhooo.....tup tip...dah masuk the 3rd week of raya....isk isk...time flies so fast...i was so tied up with things that i have no time to wish all selamat hari raya....so before its too late....SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIFITRI...MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!!

This year raya not that gerek....tink coz i din really go visiting..only to my close relatives...jalan raya with my frens pun with the gals...the usual gang...but its nice to meet up with them after quite sometime i din see them. Wati and the rest will be heading to US soon...so shiok ah....but nvm im looking forward to my honeymoon...hehehe....gotta play the snow at the mountain..hehe

Talking abt honeymoon....my parents dah give out my wedding invitation to my relatives...the feeling is like hard to decribe wen i saw my name in the card...mcm tak percaya tat im getting married in a months time..im extremely excited to be a bride....to put henna in my hand...to wear beautiful clothes...and most importantly...to have a husband by my side....i just hope everything will go smoothly as plan....insya allah

Before i could be totally excited with my wedding...i have to go through 3 weeks of stres...2 assignments due in a week time....and 2 examz....guess my life will always be surrounded with books...hehehe...maklumla...cikgu katakan...hehehe...

So to destress...im gg for a nice massage at Wayan tmr...and facial on this Sat....and also to be shape up at All Shapes....i have 3 weeks to really workout and look good on my wedding day...hehehehe.....

Alrite den gotta read up abit for my test tmr....and will be heading to JB later...for supper...yummy....

2007-09-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

Menjelang bulan yang mulia ini.....saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Menyambut bulan ramadhan ini dengan penuh barakah.....semoga kita manfaatkan bulan dengan ibadah dan amalan amalan yang baik. Dan semoga mendapat syafaat dari Allah swt....insya allah...

2007-09-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

Im in my living room rite now...using my sister's new laptop and our wireless connection....so cool...*abit jakun!!!*hehehe...doing my final editting of my proj which need to be hand in by tmr....

Earlier before i went home, i tersinggah CITIBANK @ BDK mrt....so i went in and talked to the bank officer...based from my werking experience werkin in a bank before....i asked him a whole lots of questions til he sweat...haha...but of coz after all the questioning, i did open up their saving acct....guess foreign banks always give better deal and interest to the locals...ok la..quite happy...hehe

i bake karipap yesterday for the second time after demanded by my aunts...hehe....im glad coz without gg to classes or anyone teaching me i can do it nicely....jus follow the recipe which i got from BERITA HARIAN....hehhe...

And i bought 2 other novels by Habiburahman....think im addicted to his writing and also Indon Sinetron....Mimpi Manis....wat a sad drama...hehe

ok la...wanna finish up stuffs and watch my sinetron...hehe

2007-09-02T19:21:00.000+08:00

Dalam sekelip mata dah bulan September.....cepat betul masa berlalu...isk isk...makna nya usia kita pun cepat tua....isk isk....tuhna saja tahu sampai bila kita akan bercelik di dunia ini...jadi mesti la kita sentiasa mengingatiNYA dan memperbanyakkan ibadah terutama sekali pada bulan ramadhan akan datang nanti....

Tadi sempat jugak buat ondeh2.....saja jer feeling2..hehehe

Anyway mungkin tak terlambat la kalau ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI GURU buat semua guru2 yang ada....*termasuk saya..hehe*

2007-08-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

*Burp* Alhamdulilah....jus had sumptuous dinner at my aunt place...a traditional dinner...lontong..sambal goreng...*yum*Thanks to cicik for the good food....hehe

Went to a wedding jus now at bdk...after that headed down to arab st to get some materials for my fiance mum aka my future mother in law *sounds weird gitu*...hehe...Taman Warisan has some functions to collect fund for Madrasah Irsyad.Theres some performances by the nasyid boys....aiyoo tell ya the gals there really screamed la when the boys performed...dah mcm rock concert...hehe..AB Shaik was the host...Quite interesting....

Actually i have somethin to say....abt drivers here in spore...im very pissed...I wanna say I HATE TAILGATERS!!!!U know when i was driving jus now...or shld i say many times when i was driving on normal roads and even at expressways...these idiotic drivers who drives fast cars loves to tailgate me!!!!!Im so pissed...on normal road the speed limit is 60km/h...how fast u wanna drive???or PIE the max u can go is 90....I dunno la if these drivers has some issue with female drivers or they wanna challenge...I drove a new car which is a sports edition but its not a real sports car and i dun want to get a ticket for speeding tho its really thrilling to speed especially at ECP...I just feel like puttin up a sign u noe when any car tailgate i will show "F@*k Off"....arrrggghghhhh....

2007-08-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

Jam di dinding menunjukkan 2.33pagi...semua ahli keluargaku sudah pun di buai mimpi....aku baru sahaja selesai kan kerja sekolah untuk kelas tutoran esok. Tetapi mataku ini masih belum mengantuk lagi....fikiranku masih terbayangkan sesuatu...

Alhamdulilah dgn bangganya aku ingin menyatakan bahawa aku baru sahaja selesai membaca sebuah novel yang cukup hebat isi kandungan cerita nya. Sebuah novel yang telah menyentuh jiwa ku...membuatku ketawa membacanya...menitiskan airmata bila jalan ceritanya betul menangkap jiwa dan perasaanku.Ini bukan kali pertama aku membaca novel. Boleh dikata sudah banyak novel telah ku meneroka tetapi novel yang ku maksudkan ini adalah yang terbaik pernah ku baca. Dari mula hingga akhir ceritanya, penulis novel ini dapat membawa dan membayangkan diriku ini berada di situasi itu.

Novel yang ku maksudkan ialah

AYAT AYAT CINTA
PENULIS: Habiburrahman El Shirazy

Ternyatala apa yang dikatakan oleh Sasterawan Negara A Samad Said mengenai novel ini teramat benar....katanya...."....tidak membacanya seperti sengaja melepaskan peluang....."

Kisah cinta yang diceritakan di dalam novel ini cukup penuh dengan kemurnian dan tertib dalam agama islam...kisah mengenai perjalanan hidup seorang mahasiswa warga Indonesia di Mesir...bagaimana beliau menegakkan keimanannya...kesetiaannya kepada Allah swt...cinta sucinya yang berputik...Setiap detik perjalanannya diterangkan dengan penuh prihatin.

Novel ini juga banyak menyelitkan rujukan dari ayat al quran, hadith dan kata kata ulama yang dapat membuka minda kita......amat berlainan dari novel2 yang ada...

Ketika membaca novel ini ku dapat merasakan debaran kerana ingin tahu selanjut jalan nya...Setelah novel ini selesai ku baca....terasa ku kehilangan sesuatu....rasanya inigin ku cari siapa sebenar lelaki dalam novel ini....jikalau novel dijadikan sebuah cerita ku pasti akan menontonnya.....Bagi siapa yang minat membaca novel....pergi la baca novel ini...tidak akan rugi...dan pasti akan menyesal jika tidak......percayala 100% bagus!!!!!!!!

Rasanya ingin sekali ku pergi ke Mesir..Cairo....mungkin akan ku sarankan kepada bakal suamiku...berbulan madu kesana insya allah....

2007-08-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

Being able to watch the fireworks with my family was really enjoying..we went to One Fullerton to watch the firework up close...it was so so beautiful...and of a whole lot of ppl went there too...

Anyway....its really refreshing to be back schooling again @ NIE...made new frens...saw weird ppl..hehe...my timetable quite relax.. nt tat hectic which i tot would be..glad my tuitions not affected...hehe

Hmm...went to choose my bridal clothes yesterday...cant wait to wear..*clap* *clap*...alhmadulilah almost all the necessary things are almost done...everythin i did with my mum...and of coz one of my aunt did help(quite disappointed tho coz some aunt and even close frens not bothered to ask if i need help in any way...but its ok I CAN SURVIVE!!!)...i really hope everythin will go smooth from now til the day itself...*insya allah*...

2007-08-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

Im addicted to this hindi song...manz i cant get the tune out of my head....but seriously its a nice song...title TO PHIR AOO...by Mustafa Zahir...tho i hate tat name but this singer has a good voice..very deep....

hmmm...i have been updating my blog these few days...abit rajin...tgh semangat...hehe..but dun tink it will last long...i might go missin for afew months before i blog again..hehe...

Its Aug oredi...which means im like 3 months away to my BIG DAY...phew....time flies so fast...*excited* *thrill* *scary* *stress*...etc....all the diff kind of feelings are mix inside...Embark into a new journey aint tat easy....a whole new responsibilities...insya allah i hope it will be a fun yet meaningful journey...amin

Gotta meet my grp members for my NATIONAL DAY project tmr..*crap*....will try baking OREO CHEESECAKE too...*yummy*

(am tinking whether shld i confront tt someone or jus ignore and act nothin happen...haiz...*fikiran!!!*)

2007-07-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.....its the end of the month again and im super 'kering'..hehe...and bloody hell this Aug has a whole lots of good stuffs...Singfest...Gwen concert..Womad...Manz...y must they cramp everythin up in one bloody month????How abt ppl who wants to go to all the concerts but no k-ching....?sit at home and drool abt it???Dah la Singfest damn expensive...but of coz there a whole line up of singers...great singers i must say...arrgghhhh....!

My saturday...*time check 1.24am...which means its monday oredi*..so 2 days ago...i went for a movie with Nabilah....u noe i had not watch a movie for a very long time...and gettin to watch one on saturday was a great relief....watched KNOCKED UP...hillarious one! Its actually M18*din noe tat actually* and after watching it...i tink dey shld change the rating to R21...manz....how can dey let 18 yrs old watch this kind of movie...they are still young...dun pollute their mind with images of breast...and more breast...its more suitable for ppl like us...more mature age...but watever it is....its a good show...go and watch it...if u are above 18..hehehe...had great time with Nabilah....dinner and tok..gossips..hehe

Well...having my one week break before i have to start back reading books and taking examz all over again...tinkin of bakin OREO CHEESE CAKE one of this days...hmmm...depends on my mood...

Oritey...gonna sleep...gotta wake up early later for my gym session...*yawn*

2007-07-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

I din noe saying goodbye is painful......eventhough i taught in that school for half a year but i felt so close....felt at home...made great frens...lovely students...

When i hugged cikgu ernie...i cant control my tears....she is like a big sister...a mother to me...i felt so close to her and i feel extremely so sad to leave her....manz....will keep in touch with each of them...gonna misss my students....*sob* *sob*...

2007-07-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

Here I am again....writing back in my hmmm..humble and simple 'online diary' after a long break...hehehe...sharing my tots...feelings...experience that had happened...Actually...nothing really great had happened...Im still the plain ol me...hehehe....

Well...Well..time really flies and im going to bid goodbye to Wonderful East Coast Pri...no no...im not changing career but i wil be gg to NIE to be trained as a qualified teacher...Its pretty sad to leave the school.I have made afew very good frens...like cikgu ernie...mdm rozi...nadira...not forgetting Nabilah...hafizah..cikgu baeke...wonderful bunch of colleagues...teachers...love them...do hope i will keep in contact...insya allah i will invite u guys to my wedding soon...and hope i will teach there back after i graduated...insya allah.

Hmm....for the past months.. i was busy for my usual things...teach..tuitions...shop here and there for my upcoming wedding....holiday with my family...outing with my dear fiancee...alhamdulilah everything seems fine so far for me....

Did went for lunch buffet with my gal frens.....@ Carousel last month. The place was nice...great food...but i dunno eh...somehow i felt super duper left out....i have not met the gals for quite sometimes...i was busy with work...and they are too i guess....and i can feel the gap...like i cant fit myself in their conversation nor during their photo taking session....dunno la...the lovely time we had together dulu i dun feel anymore....haiz....

Ok....will update again....gtg now...hehehe...

2007-03-12T17:39:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum...its been like a decade ago since the last time i blog... i'm stil sane,as always busy wif my normal routine..Leading a simple average life..Most importantly making myself a better muslim, or at least trying my best to.. insya allah...I have to admit its not a smoothsailing ride for the past 2 or 3 months. A few unwanted things happened..Lots of decision had been made....Tears..Heartache..Laughters..and alhmadulilah some prayers which have been answered in some way or another.I have heard Ppl say that decision u made could either make or break you...I shall not judge it tat way...but wateva happened had given me the answer which i have been searching for a very long time. A blessing in a way.....Alhamdulilah....

2007-01-28T19:05:00.000+08:00

Wohoo...the Kallang Wave is back...hehe...believe it or not i went to the stadium to support the LIONS...haha...i am no longer a huge die hard fan but i went to watch yesterday with my parents just to feel the atmosphere again...jus like the good old days during Malaysia Cup...true enuf the fans were really overwhelming 55000 fans...i really enjoyed myself there...ok la the spore team did put in alot of effort after they were down 1-0...Malaysian fans were q aggresive also...overall the $6 ticket worth it...hehe...

Eversince im assigned to be in charge of netball in school...its kinda make me more sporty la..hehe...Rite now im watching the Australian Open....big match between Gonzalez and Federer...of coz the world champion will win again but its a good match...i miss those days im at Melbourne with my uni frens...miss u gals alot manz...

2007-01-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

I heard...ppl say tat wen u are sad or need something to destress....the best remedy is to write...hmmm..not sure if tats so true..maybe it is...wen u write in your diary..u can pour your heart out...noone will knows it and those papers will have the patience to listen to your sorrows...but online diary...nah..its dangerous..haha...u never know who reads it and only god knows wat they might say...tats the risk with the technology nowadays...hehe...
Why am i saying all these?..Well...im not sad nor stress..alhamdulilah im happy with my new career as a teacher...no prob wif love life....always feel so blessed to have wonderful parents and siblings..lovely frens...but....somehow i feel uneasy nowadays...like theres somethin i want and need but i dunno wat is it...have u ever feels this way before?or is it jus me...hmmm...weird...tink its the time of the month again..the old aunty come knocking ah...maybe this feeling will go away soon...*nonsense me*
Ok since i dun feel like sleeping yet...i will share abit abt my experience as a teacher...its been almost coming to 2 weeks since i started my new job....syukur i enjoy every bit of it....had good colleagues...all are frenly and helpful...but one thing i learn...teacher has damn alot of paperworks...no wonder many teachers are still 'anak daras'...heheh...no time for dating...thank god im engaged..heheh...
Since im teaching in a primary school...so u can imagine how tough and also easy it is to teach the kids...hehehe...no doubt they can really test your patience but they are adorable.I have to teach pri 2 and 4...all came from diff family background.
There was one incident...i was teachin the p2 MT abt family.These kids were required to draw they family members in one of the activity.And while i was marking their work, i came across this gals book...Everyone else drew their happy family potrait but this particular gals drew her mum crying...i was stunned to see...so i called her up and asked...den she confessed that her mum was beaten up by her dad wen she was doin her homework.Her mum was crying...and thats y she drew her mum in tears...Seriously i dunno how to react wen she told me tat but felt so sad....i told her to see me wen she has any problem....its sad to see tat kind of family and this kind of situation can affect the kids emotionally....haiz...
Alright...enough said...cikgu Raihanah nak tido..hehehe...hear from me again..

2006-12-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....29th december...coming to the end ah...so let me think how bad or good my 2006 had been....Lets start with the good ones...

My Wonderful 2006

Being attached
Graduation
Engagement
Get a good pay job but quit after 4months...heheh...
Finally get to be a teacher
3D2N trip to KL
3 birthday celebrations....*cant believe im 25 oredi*...

guess these were some of the blessed moments in my life thro out 2006...quite happening actually ah...din really expect to be engaged tho but alhamdulilah now im planning slowly for the big day...Attend my good frens wedding and as well as my cousins...a happenin 2006 for them oso i guess..Ok as for the bad ones.....

My Worst moments in 2006

.........................i shall not mention it la...heheh

So 2006 is sayin goodbye to us and we gonna welcome 2007..im not sure wat gonna happen but i hope it will be a wonderful year ahead for me insya allah...

Not forgettin selamat hari raya adiladha to all muslim....kepada yg menunaikan fardu haji, semoga mendapat haji yang makbur...tahun ni haji akbar...alhamdulilah bagi mereka yang pergi.....

So to all a HAPPY NEW YEAR....hear from me again in 2007

2006-12-13T12:19:00.000+08:00

Time check: 1230pm

Jus woke up....*yawn*...issit it nice to be Tai Tai at home...hehe...finally im back to my old lifestyle..hehe...loong holiday before i start teachimg...

Anyway....im addicted to this Korean drama...PRINCESS HOUR.Channel U aired it in Nov i tink but i only get to watch bit of it...so my lovely cousin Farah bought the dvds...i end up drooling for more...i have watched the complete 8 sets of dvds and watched it again....it is such a romatic drama....i cried...i love the cast...especially the crown prince JOO JI HOON....aka SHIN GOON....wahhh...im so in love with him.....arrggghhhh....please bring back the same cast for PRINCESS HOUR 2.......

Ok i wanna bathe and get ready to go JB....*im still terbayang2 the handsome JJH*

2006-11-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

Gosh......I forgot my sign in password...i tried afew times before i got it right...its only a month i din log in and i dah lupa.Isk isk...forgetful me.nampak sangat dah tua...

Looks like its gonna be a monthly update for me now...hehe...guess im gonna summarise wats happenin so far....hmm...I did mention in the last entry tat i will upload pictures but i apologise coz im too lazy to do so...so if u have frenster...dipersilakan view it there...hehe

December gonna be a busy month...3 weddings to attend...one is my dear Nurul on 9th...den my sch fren Shasha on 10th and my handsome cousin Firdaus on 17th....Phew so many baju to buy..heheh...so looking forward to each to their weddings....

And december also gonna be my last month werking wif DBS...hehe...yup yup...im gonna resign in mid dec....And I am goin to change my career to somethin which i have been wanting to be for a long long time...that is a TEACHER...ehhehe...alhamdulilah after weeks of interview and years of waiting...finally i will be trained to a teacher for real...I am so so happy...hopefully i will be a good one....insya allah.

From mid dec onwards...im gonna make full use of my holidays...plan to go to KL with my frens (hopefully jadi)...celebrate my bday with them there and also here with my family members...go for facial...spa...shop for shoes and bags...hehehe...*clap* *clap*...hehhe...i like the word shopping...heheh...

Besides that.....me and my mum had done some survey and calculations on my wedding...insya allah will be end of next year...been to afew bridals such as Fatimah Mohsin...Sultanah...Mona J....all are interesting and nice....price range among them oso not much difference...im not sure which one to choose but i have one in mind...still looking for a better service and price..so....more survey have to be done...decor..food..berkat...phew...hehehe...din noe its fun to plan ur weddin...i like but i doubt it wen it comes to $$$..hehe...tat will be another headache...i have heard from ppl tat $$ makes them stress....weddin cost alot...so its good to start my plannin...and as for my fiance, he will do his research on houses... :)

Ok folks...Guess thats wat i have for u now nothing really juicy and yummy but jus simple updates... so as usual if im free to update...i will tell more...so hear from me again...

*have to write down my password b4 i forget again*

2006-10-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

Wow....one month passed by so damn fast...and now its raya eve....phew...its not masa kejar kita tapi kita mengejar masa.Kejam Kelip dah hampir sebulan kita menjalani bulan ramadhan yang mulia nie.alhamdulilah dah pun sampai ke penhujung nya.harap ibadah pada bulan nie diterima allah swt insya allah....mudah-mudah dapat berjumpa bulan penuh barakah nie pada tahun hadapan...

Its been a hectic month for me....its all abt werk..werk...and werk...after my werking hrs...i have to teach...even on weekends now...and durin this fastin month...my nites r occupied wif tarawih or tutions...and i have to admit that i seldom call or sms my frens...i dun have the time to sit down to have a long chit chat wif anyone at msn...seriously i miss them..i dun even know wats happening in their life...and i dun blame them if im not invited to any outing..i bet they wont want to disturb me and please ah dun say im busy pasal dah tunang..im not...to tell the truth..i din even have the time to meet my fiance....haiz....but hes coming over later to get all his stuffs...i managed to bake some cake and biscuits for him and his family...

This year raya gonna be a simple event...no more going to many houses...maklumla now no more collectin money but have to give instead..hehehe...so cut short...those not important no need to go...hehehhe....

so to all my dear frens......im taking this opportunity to wish ya SELAMAT HARI RAYA...MAAF ZAHIR BATIN....have a joyous day!!!

*will upload picts

2006-09-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

Work has been stressful manz but alhamdulilah im able to adapt it...its already 3 weeks im wif dbs bank and still under training...alot of banking products need to be learnt...alot of test i need to sit before i could be called a bank officer...guess it aint tat easy wen u have to deal wif money ah...but its a very enriching experience coz now im well aware wats happening in the banking world....hopefully im able to perform my task well..insya allah...

Since im busy wif werk...and tuitions as well...i dun have the leisure time to surf the net nor check my mails...even meet up wif my frens...i miss dem very much...my only free time is durin the weekends....haiz...hehe...tats the time for me to regain my energy and sleep...hehehehe...

Anyway in 4 days time..we will be celebrating the one and only wonderful month of Ramadhan...so hopefully all muslima ard the world will respect the month and have a smooth journey performin their ibadah durin this month....and i do hope tat i am able to do so too....insya allah....so to all the muslims out there...Selamat menjalani bulan Ramadhan....

2006-09-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

Here I am in my room..imagine myself at Wayan...havin a full body chocolate massage like how i had it 2 years back...aaahhh it will be jus nice...my whole body is achin after a week of hectic schedule....only now den i have the time and abit of energy to type and upload some pictures...haiz...

Anyway...i wanna share some wonderful stories tat had happened to me for the past one week...startin from 1st Sept....

My Convocation
Alhamdulilah....after 19 and half years of struggling....from preschool days til my university days...i have gone thro alot...guess all the sweat and late nights studying really paid off...i am officially a degree holder....one thing for sure...i have made my parents proud...especially my mum...she cried wen i went up stage to receive my cert....im so touched....its really a once in a lifetime experience to wear the gown for real.....
So my special thanks to my lovely parents for their support and encouragement all this while and without them as my backbone...i wont able to be wat i am now....
here are some pictures.....

Wif my family members...

Me.....

3 of us....like good old times...

grandparents....
3rd Sept....
My engagement.....
Syukur....im off the shelf now...hehehe...at last, i have found someone whom i love and care so much...and i know he will be true to me,insya allah....i may not know him for years....but my heart tells me tat hes the one...i realise somethin...god has made me go thro one or two bad relationships but he sent me an angel....and bein wif him i know love does not hurt...
The engagement went well and smoothly...insya allah my weddin will take place end of next year...
Therefore im takin this opportunity to thank all those who came to celebrate it wif me....

To my aunties from both sides...thanks so much for helping out at the kitchen...cooking...and cleaning up....

To kak nini...u r the best....love ya

To my wonderful frens....thanks so much for taking the time off and travel down to my house to see me...im sorry if i din get entertain each of u....ur presence really appreciated

To those who cant make it but sent me warm wishes....thanks u....
Once again...Thanks u so much!!!!!!!!!!!

BELOW ARE THE PICTURES.....AS U CAN SEE IM LAZY TO RESIZE IT....SORRY AH..THE PICT GONNA BE BIG..HEHEHE.....

ENGAGEMENT CAKE FROM HIM...SECRET RECIPE...YUMMY...MY FAV WHITE CHOC CAKE

HIS MUM PUTTIN THE RING INTO MY FINGER....HEHE...FELT SO NERVOUS

SALAM MY FUTURE MOTHER IN LAW HOUSE....FOR BLESSING...

I LIKE.....I LOOK LIKE A PRINCESS...HEHEH

IT LOOKS PERFECT ON MY FINGER.........

ADMIRING IT.....

MY 0.3C SOLITAIRE....

THE MARICARS AND BINTALIBS TOGETHER....*MY FUTURE IN LAWS....*TOO BAD MY FIANCE NOT AROUND.....

4th Sept...
First day at Work...
Theres nothin else i wld want to ask for except blessing from HIM...after celebratin my success and engagement....i started my first real job...i got a job offer from DBS as a bank office...alhamdulilah...im so..extremely happy...i will be in the banking side...where i deals wif accounts...as for the pay wise...syukur...
So now im still under training....but its quite tough coz i have to learn alot abt the product...however its very enriching...i hope this will be a steppin stone for me to move further in banking line...insya allah.....
But i am still giving tuitions.....so u can imagine ah how i tired rite...teach rite after werk...manz...i jus cant let go off my students rite now coz they are having exams soon and its my responsibility....i jus hope i will maintain good time management....insya allah....

Ok thats the updates as to wat happened to me.......til now i feel very happy....

Time to sleep nw....im so tired...bye!

2006-09-01T10:03:00.000+08:00

TIME CHECK: 10AM

TODAY IS MY CONVOCATION @ 3PM......I AM EXTREMELY EXCITED!!!!! YIPPEEE.....WILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES SOON.....

2006-08-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

This is my country..This is my flag..This is my future..This is my life..This is my family..These are my friends...We are Singapore..Singaporeans...

Hehehe....feeling a little patriotic at this moment since its the National Day today...heheh...i could still remember vividly durin my secondary...and if im not wrg primary school days also...we had to sing this song loudly in the school hall...hahaha...those were the days ah...where we had to wear red and white to school...hehe...memories...anyway its holiday for all...so enjoy the parade and fireworks later...

Anyway..i have been wanting to upload some pictures and let the rest to view it but being lazy me..im jus to lazy to do it...so today i finally upload it and so...these are some pictures which i took recently...

Last Sunday my good fren siti jus gave birth to her second child....a boy this time...Radin Sufi Adrian...cute name...and he is cute too...so now i'm a godmom to 3 babies..hehehe...still waitin for my turn be a real mum..hahahaha...berangan...insya allah...amin..hehe

So here are the picts...

Cute little Radin Sufi Adrian...

Me cuddling him.....sleepin soundly in my arm

And now the proud mum...Siti...and me...and the little one

Not forgettin....my birthday wish to my 2 other babies....

Ahmad Rifai Fathuallah....HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY (2nd Aug)

Radin Sara Alviena........HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO U TOO (9th Aug)

2006-08-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

After since i have completed my degree...i have been watchin too much tv..and i could feel my brain is slowly becomin rusty...hehe...so now i miss school...alhamdulilah im glad to have completed it but somehow i miss bein a student...bein wif frens..goin for supper after my nite class..its so much fun...anyway wateva it is im happy now..hehehe...

These are the list of my fav shows...the reason y i refer to stay indoors most of the time...
Life as we know it...at Starworld...The guys r hot and i love Dino..he is so cute!!
The OC...TCS5...
Criminal Minds..TCS5
The Project Runway...TCS 5
Rockstar Supernova...Starworld...The Hatchet MAN!!!hehehee
Hikmah...Suria
Virtue of Harmony...TCS 8
Comedy Nights....Starworld...

So my time is pretty occupied..hehehe...life is great....And im so lookin foward for 1st Sept...my convocation..hehe..and 3rd Sept...hehehe...somethin special happenin on tat day....will update more on it..time..clothes and everythin else is set..hehe...insya allah if everythin goes well...hehehehe..

2006-07-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

Updates....

Had my exciting field trip to the dentist today....2 long years since i last pay the dentist a visit...so u can imagine how happy the dentist was to see me...asking why?haha...he has great time messing around with my teeth...i was in pain with all the drilling and scrapping...he asked me to close my eyes and relax...how can i relax!!!!now i noe why most ppl hate goin to the dentist.....of coz after the whole session...he lectured me and gave me stern warning to turn up every 6 months....*gulp*

The rest of the day was alright until i watched the news......i was surprised to see and shocked to hear the lastest...tho theres alot of gossips lingering ard them but i was hopin otherwise...i wasnt her fan at all but....somehow i was waitin like many of her fans does for the real truth....

so our dear siti nurhaliza finally speaks up and confirmed the rumours to be true....yeaah she is gettin married to the Datuk K...well...i was hopin for her to choose someone younger and better lookin like Fadzly,hes super rich too...but den....its the older wealthy guy she choose...i dunno wat will her die hard fans reaction be...i doubt they are happy....like one of my fren said 'mungkin dia nak yg experience kot?!'...well...its up to individual...tats wat she choose and this is wat we call jodoh...its not the age tat matters...but the true love they felt between each other...hehe...looks like siti buy 1 gets 3 for free...hehe...Datuk K has 3 kids...so instant mum...heheh...all the best to her....bertambah kaya la si siti...

2006-07-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Hmmm......u see i hate to encounter bad customer service...it jus pissed me off....so now...

Kick-boxing or No Kick-boxing.....

Besides i have some decision to make here too..

To make or not to make...

To buy or not to buy.....

To meet or not to meet....

Haiz im confused.. i jus cant make up my mind wat i want to do....ppplleeeaaassseee hhheeelllppp!!!!!

2006-07-11T01:04:00.000+08:00

Ok...Italy won....im not tat happy after watchin wat happened to Zidane...wateva it is...its over...the world has to wait another 4 years before the next worls cup....hehehe...

So world cup is over....life back to normal...and i have made the most important decision in my life...insya allah i hope everythin will be fine....and somehow i miss my best fren..i used to share every single details happenin in my life wif her but since shes married....i rarely do so...so now wen i have trouble wif my life...i will jus keep to myself...yes i have made alot of frens...frens from secondary...poly...attachment...uni...and much more..but i dun tink any of them understands me well...but i do admit my secondary frens are the closest among all...esp wahidah...shes a dear fren...but shes busy wif her hospital life...my poly frens are mostly married wif kids..so it will be difficult to tok abt personal life wif dem...attachment fren...hmm...only one im close..but im close wif her grp of frens too...but things are different...no matter how i want to be part of their closeness..i noe i cant..we of diff sch...diff memories...and i noe i cant be sad if im not invited to their bday bash at the hotel or movie...chilling out...coz im not part of their grp....my uni frens...they are great but theres somethin missing...i dunno wat issit...so...

Who are really my true fren/s...someone who i can relate most and share my problems...so i guess no matter how sad or desperate im feelin...theres only one place i noe i will get the answer...Allah swt...only HE will understand me best...but i jus hope i will find someone a fren who could be there for me durin my good and bad times...i miss my hanizah so much....she is the best...

2006-07-06T12:55:00.000+08:00

Listenin to now: HATE ME
Artist: BLUE OCTOBER

YES....My Predictation was right.....yes...FRANCE WON!!!!wohoo!!!!!Tho they won thro the penalty by Zidane..but i guess it was a great game.Portugal tried again and again to shot a goal but den jus not their luck...however i felt so kesian towards Ronaldo...if u noticed,each time he gets the ball...the fans booo at him..i doubt its the Portugal's fans...but wonder if its the France's fans who did it...but y...wat did Ronaldo do to them?I mean if its England's fans i would understand why they boooed...Ronaldo really played like an ass durin the Quarter match with England...I bet Manchester wont want him to play for the team...and i guess Rooney is really waitin to thrashed him there..hahaa...Wondered how he felt durin tat game wen he was bein booed thro the game....demoralized?cant be bothered?sad?.....hmmm....i pity him la...no matter wat...hes cute..hehe

Anyway...im glad 2 of my fav teams are in for the finals....haha...so im happy if either one of them won....cant wait for that match...hehe...

2006-07-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

So if my good fren wati aka ms dynamite is an OC freak...all she blog abt is OC..i mean 75% of which are all about the show...correct dude??hehe...well..i do like OC...but since it took so long for TCS5 to aire its 3rd season...now im hooked to a new show...yes...a new high school kids show jus like OC except they are a bunch of middle class kids..no posh home...and one thing for sure the guys acting in it are GOOD LOOKING..No joke...it aire every tuesday at Starworld at 8pm..of coz theres repeats at diff time slot...Yesterday was like its 3rd episode..and im already a big fan of the sho...one im scared...i will be a fanatic jus like my good fren..haha....sorry dude...

Name of the show????Its...LIFE AS WE KNOW IT....So wat issit all about??check tis out...

"Life As We Know It" is about high school life in a Seattle community, shown through the eyes of three different--yet similar--hormonal, sex-constantly-on-the-mind teen boys. Dino is the jock with secret sensitivity; Jonathan is the artist who sees life through a camera lens; and Ben is the 'A' student who will never make his parents happy. The three are fast friends, and always talk (and think) about their favorite subject: girls and sex with girls......

So remember to watch....its 2 thumbs up...

Oh btw....CONGRATS TO ITALY for the victory....and laytah tonite will be final show for the qualifying stage for the big match on sunday...2.50am laytah,Portugal vs France...I dunno...somehow i want France to win eventho at first i supported Portugal...but after the England match...i tink i change my mind abt Portugal....so i hope to ITALY vs FRANCE in the finals...
Wat i hope to see at the end of the match is.....

Portugal lookin dejected after the final whistle...no offence to Portugal fans...everyone has their rite to support their fav team..so mine is France....YOHOO....OLE OLE OLE FRANCE!!!

2006-06-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm..its friday..gonna be July real soon...time flies to fast...in 2 months time we will be celebratin ramadhan again...luckily i have pay back all my "debts"..those ladies who have not...better do so b4 this comin ramadhan..hehe...

Well...well...i have been enjoyin myself at home...sleep..eat...tuition...nothin to worry but not until wen my aunt..frens...start askin me 'Rai...bila start kerja?'...'kenapa tak cari?'...manz...stressful la to answer those questions...hehe..i am of coz looking for jobs...apply to afew places..even got one job offer but i turn it down due to some reasons...But however i am nt really slackin at home..i give tuitions..So insya allah kalau ada rezeki tak kemana...betul tak?heheh

Hmm...last wed lunch at swensen airport was great...had quality time tog...the 2 mothers finally get to meet each other..hehe...so sweett...hehe...alhamdulilah..hope everythin will go as plan...insya allah

Btw...suddenly i remembered somethin tat happened earlier...nothin really fascinating but jus tot of sharing...

earlier.. i gave tution to my fav student...Danish..Primary one kid...hes very funny and cute boy...he is too manja wif me,always gave me flying kiss wen i go home..i tink he treats me more like a big sister den a tutor..hehe..but i dun mind coz i enjoy teachin him...So jus now while i was teachin him how to pronounce ADVENTURE...he stared at him...I asked him y..den he said...'Teacher Raihanah i can see your hair la!'...i was like 'Oh ok'...so i got up and redo my tudung...so he get to catch a glimpse of my whole hair...

When i sat back...he giggled and asked me 'Teacher Raihanah, is your hair short?'...I replied 'yes and please continue your readin..'....but he din stop there....he continued..'i like perempuan with long hair tau...they look cantik mcm princess,Teacher Raihanah also must grow your hair long ok...'...*gulp*.... i stared at him and smile...me with long hair???errr.....

So wat I have heard ppl saying that guys like gals with long hair...guess its proven to be true..haha..even a small boy age 7 yrs old agrees to it ...kids nowdays...bijak..hehe...wonder how bijak my kids will be in the future...hmmm....

2006-06-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

Here i am once again blogging and still very much alive and kicking...hehe..been MIA for quite sometime ah..actually i wasnt tat busy..im omline almost everyday but im jus too lazy to type my tots here...hehe...so now i guess..jus updates on wat happened lately...lets see...

My life.....has been good...(saw a fatal accident afew days ago at bdk reservior...semoga allah swt mencucuri rohnya...amin...and after seein tat accident..lookin at his motionless body on the road covered wif blood...i jus cant help but cried and wondered how his family will respond upon hearin the tragic news..and this really made me appreciate wat i have in my life..my family..my loved ones..my frens...coz i wont noe wat will happen to me today..tmr nor the future..but i pray for the best...insya allah)

My Lovelife...great..alhamdulilah.but of coz theres ups and downs..but im very happy wif wat im experiencin now..syukur...

My Schoollife......over..alhamdulilah i have completed my degree and my official graduation will be on 1st Sept...so im taking this opportunity to sincerely thanked my beloved fren Nadaros for her help...Thanks so much Nada...i really appreciate it...

My Working life...haha...im still a bummer...hehe...am lookin for job but at a very slow pace..hehe...stil wanna enjoy myself...but of coz i still have my tuition kids...

so......wat am i gonna do for the next few days...hmm....

teach..look for job maybe..out wid frens...lunch wif my future mil..hehe...wedding...and...hmm...thats all i tink but..this is jus wats been plan for the week but the schedule might change..

anyway i dunno wen will be my next update...tmr?next week?next month..?haha...depends on my mood...so goodnite and sweet dreams...

2006-05-31T00:26:00.000+08:00

Today was a painful tuesday for me....tink i need to go to the doctor tmr if the pain still there...haiz

Btw...earlier today i met kak nini..went to tamp and had dinner with her since i cant eat somethin hot and spicy...Then later at night i met up wif my 2 good gals frens...Nada and Hikma...i have not seen them for quite sometime....They are busy wif werk..and me busy wid...errr..hehe...So as usual we had alot to share wif each other...So nice to hear both of them are heading to Germany this July for 2 weeks for holiday..if only i have the cash to go..i would love to join....too bad..im still a bummer and had not much left in my bank now..hehehe....kena simpan duit kahwin..but nvm...insya allah i will go somewhere soon..i need a break...BADLY!!!hehehe...

So one of them shared with me somethin very interesting..i was kinda surprise actually...NO NAME will be mention here as i dun wanna start another shitty misunderstanding...so I will use A to describe tat one person whom we were talkin abt....My fren had bumped into this A twice a month ago and so 2 days ago she received a msg from A...We (me and my fren) bet this A knew who A is msging all along..but This A msged her first regardin some super LAME issues...asking whos number is this...blah blah blah..all those crap la..they exchanged afew msges...to cut the story short...At the end of the msg..A said to her that if they bumped into each other again...remember to say hi...HA HA HA...i was laughin wen i heard it..Tak tahu malu ker si A??Wat a loser...tat was very ridiculous..nonsense..merepek..betul2 tak masuk akal....i have my reasons for sayin this ah...no need to go into further details...funny funny...

Ok la...enuf of this pathetic nonsense abt A...time to hit the sack...so sweet dreams...

2006-05-28T16:14:00.000+08:00

It is such a lovely wet lazy sunday...tho i was very lazy to move from my comfy bed..i was forced by my mum to vacumm the whole house...arrgghh...

Anyway...it had been a great week for me...last 2 weeks i went for a baking class and i tried it out myself the 2 recipes which i learnt...alhamdulilah..both turned out very well...i did 'Batik Coffee Roll' and 'Orange Marble cake'...im so proud of myself..hehehe...

And my parents get to meet tat someone whom dey been wanting to meet....guess they are happy now..heheh

Oh yah...i went to watch hindi movie last friday...a great movie by aamir khan and kajol...went wif kak nini....heres some snek preview of wat its all abt...

Zooni, a blind Kashmiri girl, meets Rehan Qadri (Aamir Khan), a local tour guide and an incorrigible flirt, who goes from city to city exploring their architecture as also the women. Her friends warn her against this good-for-nothing roadside Romeo, but she chooses to ignore them.

Rehan is fascinated by Zooni. He truly wants her to see life as it should be seen, in its many colours - and as he promises her, the time spent with him will be the most precious in all her life. Zooni sees Delhi, life and love like she never has before, because of Rehan.What Zooni doesn't know is that Rehan has another side of his life that he has kept from her - something that can not only change her life, but can also destroy it....So to tell the further story would be spoiling the suspense.

Kajol’s performance is particularly superb when Rehan returns to her life and she suspects and senses something familiar about him. Aamir, as expected, delivers a noteworthy performance. The frivolous flirt of the first half (the tour guide) credibly transforms into a serious, stern-looking terrorist camouflaged as an army man in the second half.....

Haiz.....i cried buckets....im so sad...its so nice to watch hindi movie again after quite sometimes...

2006-05-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

I had been in a car accident twice in my 6 years of driving....tho it was jus a minor accident where no casualty involved,no doubt the experience was really horrible.It haunt me every night..i was even scared to drive for quite sometime..But...i have never seen an accident happened infront of me b4 until jus now......now that horrifying accident is stil in my mind...

I was on my way back home from mosque wif my parents wen it happened.We were at the T junction at paya lebar flyover..waiting for the green light..wen suddenly this idiotic white van driver made an illegal U turn towards PIE...I saw that van making the u turn but din gave any comment but wat i din see was a bike beside it....so i looked away and within split seconds, my dad shouted 'YA ALLAH' so loud tat i was so shocked..den i realised tat van had hit the motorist....it happened so fast and i saw his helmet and shoe flung...I was stunned and my jaw dropped...i dunno wat to say but jus selawat..prayin tat nothin happen to him...my dad was gettin ready to go out to help but unfortunately we cant stop the car coz we are at the T junction...however there are a few bikes stop to help....Alhamdulilah the motorist was alright..but lookin at the bike condition...*gulp*makes me scared to open my eyes....Blame it on the stupid reckless freaking van driver...bloody hell...makin illegal u turn without checking the blind spot...this kind of driver need to be punish severely so that they will think first before makin decision tat will harm other lifes.....This van driver's license should be revoked.This really pissed me off...

So...this goes out to all motorist....please ride safely...keep a look out for oncoming car...and to all drivers which includes me too...please obey the rules and check blind spot...wat a night...I really pray tat the affected motorist jus suffers minor injuries....Hell to the Van driver!!!!!!!!

2006-05-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

When i first heard this song at Starworld...i said to myself 'ok another song played jus to fill the time gap' but as Starworld keep playing it a few times in one day (fyi:Im a Starworld fan)...i am really addicted to this song...it is jus so nice...go check it out..oh btw im so depressed now....my fav idol..Elliot Yamin is out...THIS IS UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!

INXS LYRICS
"Afterglow"

Here I am, lost in the light of the moon that comes through my window
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses
It's you and the roses

Touch me and I will follow
in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go
I will find my way when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow

Here I am, lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow?
In between the longing to hold you again
I'm caught in your shadow, I'm losing control
My mind drifts away, we only have today

Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow will sacrifice
'til the blinding day when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow
When the faith has gone as
I let you go, as I let you go

Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go
I will find my way, I will sacrifice
Now I'm living in your afterglow
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses
It's you who is closest

2006-05-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

Last Update.....one month ago...manz....i have been missin in action for almost one month and i even forgot my own password.After afew tries den i got it right...hehehe...well..well hows my life for the past one month?....hmm...let me see

EXAM...EXAM..EXAM...yeah....i locked myself in my room wif my notes and books for the last 3 weeks...and now its finally over...which means, thats the end of my life as a student...*sob* *sob*....19 and half years as a student (counting from my days in nursery til now)..and its finally over...Gonna start lookin for job soon...haiz...tis means more stress...more bills to pay...argghghghg...y cant i be a student forever...hehhee

Ok lets tok abt somethin else....

Mothers day was a joyous event for my mum of coz...i bought for her a box of cupcakes from PerfectFrosting...its so beautiful and delicious.Kak Fai u are the best...dun worry...will order more from u again..insya allah

THE CUPCAKES

Not forgetting...the weddings which i mentioned in my previous entry...here are some pictures of the happy occasions...

HAPPY'S WEDDING

LIZAH'S WEDDING

2006-04-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

WEDDINGSSSSS...

April...is the kahwin2 month..hehe...every week i have to doll up and attend wedding,wedding and more weddings..earlier i went to my mum's bestfrens daughter's wedding at Pasir Ris...went wif my parents and bro...and before we left the majlis...my mum's fren peluk me and say 'ambik berkat,insya allah Rai nye turn'....*gulp*...'insya allah amin....'hehehe

Next week will be nada's cousin at Changi...Mr Happy gonna marry Ms Farhan (shes a doctor and Alami Musa's daughter...sweet and pretty gal)....n i bought a baju for tat day..hehe...cant to see the wedding..sure nice!

The week after, my good fren Lizah's wedding....hers oso will be as grand..aiyooo....all those gettin married r abt my age...ishk....my turn dunno wen la...insya allah...hehe...and i oso bought another baju for this weddin...hehe...org yang kahwin, me yang sibuk beli baju...hehe....

Ok enuf of weddings....back to my studyin...exam jus 1cm away...hehe....

2006-04-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

RIFAI.....

Yesterday i spend quality time wif my one and only Ahmad Rifai.....he has grown much taller and heavier now...gigi pun dah tumbuh...so cute....*hugz*....*kisses*

Me and Rifai

Hes looking at me...

Now....his real mum...my lovely Hanizah

2006-04-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

DIA...

Each i give tuition on monday...my kids will surely, wif out fail persuade me to watch DIA at Suria..they even willingly tell me the storyline..but as usual im always busy on monday nites therefore i dun haf the time to sit and watch.But i was jus curious...wandering why so many ppl went to PS to catch a glimpse of that Ari...was DIA tat good???

So last week...i made an attempt to actually watched the show....now i understand why my tutions kids...my aunties...my nenek watched the show religiously...it was indeed interesting...mengeramkan...i even pulled my dad in...he watched it too...believe it or not..i asked my dad to drive fast to watch it after maulid jus now..hehe..and kinda sad to see Dwi died this weeks episode...it jus remind me of the previous drama IKHLAS where i was such a fanatic...i was so crazy over tat Primus...i tink primus much more charming den Ari....I saw Primus at arab st last year...wah...hes drop dead gorgeous....*drooling*.....ok stop there Rai..hehe

So now im a new DIA fan...looking forward to watch the next episode next week...arrrghhh...

2006-04-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

SOMETHIN GOOD...

Im bored..so instead of studying...i decided to read all my emails..*wen comes to studyin,i always haf the urge to so somethin else...haiz...very bad habit*......and i came across one emails which i wanna share.....its very interesting and sure is a good practice....so read on..

These are extra tips for all as given by Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah in the seminar

Tatacara makan & minum
Sebelum tidur, maafkan semua orang tak kira siapa Insya-Allah, Allah lipat gandakan rezeki. Sebelum tidur, berdoa, depends on apa yg kita hendak sepanjang tidur, otak akan generatekan all of our wish & Insya-Allah,kita akan work towards it (ada semangat) dikeesokan harinya.

Makan buah sebelum breakfast, lunch & dinnerikut Sunnah & dapat pahala & also boleh rujuk kpd pakar pemakanan, vitamin C dari buah2an yg dimakan selepas breakfast, lunch & dinner yang akandiperolehi adalah approaching 0%.

Jangan minum air semasa sedang makan (breakfast,lunch & dinner).Minum air selepas 15-30 minit selesai makan.Untuk minum, bagi tegukygpertama sahaja, biarkan air dlm mulut about 10s then baru telan. Teguk kedua & seterusnya boleh minum terussebab air liur ada enzyme yg boleh membunuh kuman dlm pankreas, perut, & so on yg akan dibawa oleh air tegukan pertama.

Seelok2nya makan malam sebelum maghribikut sunnah (Rasullullah makan sblm maghrib kecuali bulan Ramadhan sajaie masa maghrib), sebab, bagi yang tegah study (or anak2), otak akan berfungsi excellently(senang absorb ilmu) around 2 hrs selepas makan so, if makan at 8:30pm,around 10:30pm baru start study and most probably hanya boleh bertahan hingga jam 12 tegah malam saja, jadi, tak banyak yang boleh dipelajari berbanding kalau makan pukul 6:30 (org Cina take dinner around this hour). Juga, kita tak tidur dalam kekenyangan (yg mana boleh menghindar dari membuat sembahyang malam)

Tatacara di bilik air
Selepas buang air kecil, berdehem 3x (teran sikit)boleh elak daripada dapat batu karangSemasa buang air besar, mengiring sedikit ke kiriikut sunnah sbb bila mengiring ke kiri, perut akan tekan bladder and senang buang air besar

Tatacara didik diri sendiri
Rasullullah (saw) bersabda, sesuatu amalan yg diamalkan sekitar 21-30 hari, continuously, akan menjadi tabiat and kalau tak, ilmu itu akan mati. Buang segala rasa hasad dengki, dendam & lain2 yg negatif emosi2 ini akan membenarkan otak release excessive adrenaline,cortisone & toxine yg mana boleh membawa kepada beberapa penyakit cepat letih, wajah cepat nampak tua (tua sebelum waktunya), selalu sakit perut & etc

Ada 3 kategori manusia :-

1. BERJAYA: Hari ini lebih baik daripada semalam
2.TERPEDAYA : Hari ini sama seperti semalam
3. CELAKA : Hari ini lebih teruk daripada semalam

"Apabila kita kejar dunia, dunia akan lari; tetapi apabila kita kejarakhirat, dunia akan mengejar kita" Just to ambil iktibar untuk mendidikdiri & family. Usia dunia sudah terlalu hampir ke penghujungnya, terlalu!So, it's good if we can remind each other because in Rasulullah's lastsermon, baginda pun did mention that all those who listen to him (on thatday) shall pass on his words to others, and those to others again; and may the last ones understand his words better that those who listen to himdirectly...

Yang baik datang dari Allah & yang kurang itu is from my weaknesses.
Do impart this knowledge & you'll lose nothing.

2006-04-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

ANGRY??!!!??

Well..well...i dunno wats happenin to me lately...i got pissed and angry wif every single thing....even on the slightest issue...weird manz...coz i am seldom get angry for no specific reason but lately im completely d opposite....am i pmsing...or issit bcoz of the weather...u noe sometimes its hot..sometimes it rains...so my mood depends on the weather forecast??hhmmm..im clueless...i need to go thro anger management class la...

1st...

I'm angry wid my car

2nd...

Im angry wif the mechanic

3rd...

I'm angry with the workshop owner

4th..

Wat eva my tuition kids do irritates me

5th..

Im super angry wid a newspaper article in BH yest's issue

6th..
im pissed and angry wif myself for bumping into an arsehole at the train station

7th...

Im angry with the bus driver

8th...

I m angry wid S1 judges for not choosing fara

Hiaiz........looks like i have to attend anger management class...arrgghh....

2006-04-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

HEALTHY SUNDAE

7.30am....fetch kak nini and mum

8.00am...we were at east coast park...

Event of the day....Senaman Bersama Warna di Taman

8.15am....Hip-hop aerobics
Kebaya aerobics
Bangra aerobics
Arab Ramba aerobics
Thai aerobics & much more

12.00pm...Program ended

12.05pm...Cycling

12.30pm...lunch at hawker centre there

1.15pm...home sweet home....

Conclusion.....i had so much fun.I really sweat and extremely enjoyed the Bangra-robics and Thai-robics...its a very good event and HPB(health promotion board) should organize more of such event to cultivate a healthy lifestyle among us.....

Me too engrossed wif the exercise...totally forget to snap pict from my hp...tsk..

2006-03-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

DIALOG SESSION....

Well..my wednesday was extra special den any other ordinary wednesday...wonder why???..ehem..coz i attended a dialog session with Mayor Zainal Abidin at Eunos CC...it was organised by the Aljunied GRC for all Muslim RC member in tat area...and surprise..surprise..yes..i am an RC member for Punggol-Kembangan Garden RC under our Minister Mr George Yeo...since its an interesting event,i decided to attend this dialog session with other members from different areas under Aljunied GRC..*not bad ah*..hehe

my tag i have to use during the whole session...

The Dialog Session

The ministers exchangin their views on the topics....

Overall the whole session was indeed an interesting and an eye opener.So many issues being brought up by the ppl attendin there and these topics were explained and discussed together.Topics discussed such as...the malay community here are slowly tryin to change their mindset by goin global and be more diversified when doin business...more job opportunities open at Middle East countries such as Dubai..And some local issues such as...how to attract more malays to join in the activities organised by the CC...how the mosque could help out in such matter...should the malays learn a 3rd language tat is the Mandarin as it is to their benefit in terms wen finding a job in those SMEs...how do we cope with threats bein a muslim especially wen other countries perceive us as a terrorist..example,the cartoon drawing of prophet Muhammad..and many more..

See...so many thinkin and knowledgeable issues being discussed in these dialog...some of the questions asked are those which my lectureer had discussed during lecture so i wasnt lost at all thro out the 2 hours session...I truly benefit from it...i will definitely attend such dialog again if the GRC organised it on other occasion...Btw this friday,i will attend the MP walkabout at my area...hehe....taking a small step at a time learnin to becum an MP myself one day...hehehe..jus kidding ah...but who noes ah...MP Rai..pweeett....!!!! *insya allah*

Oh yah before i forget...i would like to thank Mr Indra Hamzah..our Anugerah winner 2001 for his kindness and i appreciate wat he had done...
Yesterday was my so called last day at werk as i took 2 months break due to my upcomin exams...so Indra made me a good luck cussion....awww..im so touched...thanks u so much....i felt sad to leave yest...but insya allah i will be back ppl after my exams in May...

This is the cussion made by Indra....thanks so much....

2006-03-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

LAZY SUNDAE....

Todae is such a lazy day...i did nothin but slackin at home.well..early mornin i went to Jamiyah mosque for the usual religious class...dah 3 minggu tak pergi..dah naik lemak...hehe..den headed home...i slept all the way til 4pm...later in the evenin i went to visit my granny who was sick....hope she will get well soon...

So since its my lazy day and my Disease M attackin...i choose not to attend my weekly mosque thingy wif my parents.the excuse i gave...i wanna do my proj...BUT i did abit,at least i dun feel tat guilty..I was lookin forward to watch Hanyut,since it was the last episode tdy....I seldom get to watch on many sundays...However i din noe tat it started earlier this week..so wen i tuned to Suria at 9pm..the show was already ended....arrgghhh...so geram i din get to watch it....but the new show F&M was equally interestin...

They had this so called focus grp thingy where they duscussed abt certain issue.Today was abt commitment....Its like they are havin some kind of 'intelligent' conversation among themselves and wat was discussed on the show kinda true.So there were quetions like...who shld make the first call after the first date....?Who is scared of commitment...?When are u ready for marriage..?

So its very engaging show makes u smile and think...some things i dun agree to wat they said but somehow wat they say abt age is so true..we gals,age is an important issue...once u reach the median age...25yrs...u cant take ur relationship lightly...its time to take a step faster and secure a serious commitment.Theres a statistic which shows tat women giving birth at the age of 30-35..has less chances gettin down sydrm babies 1:20 comparing to those age 40 and above 1:5...so its advicable to start searchin for one if u are still single at 25yrs....and get married quickly..ehehe

Hmm....to tink of it...its nice to fantasize abt ur weddin..but wen its really happening...it will give u goosebump...all kind of diff set of questions will start pourin in...like..is he really the one..?How much to save...?Wat kind of weddin...?......diff kind of stress....haiz....single susah...ada pasangan susah...nak kahwin susah...dah kahwin pun susah....how ah...hehehe

2006-03-26T02:45:00.000+08:00

HMMM.....

Time check...its 2.30am and im here feeling so sleepy but i have no idea why am i still sittin infront of my comp...clickin to different ppl frenster page and typin now in my blog...weird,shldnt i be sleepin wen im sleepy...hmmm..

Yeah im jus too lazy to do my journals..instead i went surfin inside ppls frenster page lookin at their photo gallery...checkin out the pretty and handsome faces wen i feel like updatin my blog..well..nothin much to say here...guess juz my regular updates on wats happenin around...

Earlier went for dinner wif wati and nurul @ Victory Restaurant for some mutton murtabak and den headed down to the Bhai shop for the delicious tea....we had some good tok abt the future..present and past...such an interestin conversation we had tat i totally forgot to call someone...im so sorry my dear to make u wait for my call sampai u tertido...hehe...silly me!Yet he din complain...Im so blessed to know such a lovely person in my life...Well the situation had changed so fast..last yr i knew an Arsehole...and now has god send me an Angel...Wat u said so true ah dude!...Life..Life...full of ups and downs...noone knows what the future store for us...

Anyway i have uploaded some pict i took durin my another dinner outing wif my SIM frens 2 days ago...sweet nada...sexy hikma and cute jasmine @al majlis...another fun outing wif my frens..so here are some picts...so enjoy viewing them....hehehe...

Nada wif Jasmine

Jas enjoyin her meal

A basket of Fries

Proud of her new N70

Shy Hikma

Us......like wat Jaz say..the arabic beauties..hehe..*pict taken from jaz*

2006-03-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

To one and only Fara Abdul....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

2006-03-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY NITE....

How do i spend my lovely saturday...?well..as usual from mornin til evening..my precious time was pretty occupied with tutions...one after another...and only free to roam around after maghrib tat if im nt tired...aniwae..earlier..me and my family minus my sis went to Bdk to get my bro a hp.Kesian my bro...everyone else has one..he still holdin on to an old phone.One good thing which i like abt my bro is tat he never asked for somethin even if he wants it badly.So since my mum had made a promise to get him a new one if he did well for his O level,she fulfilled her promise earlier.She bought for him a Motorola one..nothin fancy, a simple phone for daily use...still he din complain...haiz..no wonder my mum adores him alot...hehe..

After tat we headed down to our fav chillout plce...the one and only Arab St but not for tea nor some arab food..however tdy we went to eat satay at this place called Hjh Esah Rest.The Satay Kanjang there was very nice..juicy and tender...the mee hongkong oso not bad...accordin to my dad the Tauhu bakar sedap..i din try it tho coz im too full eatin the satay...should try the satay...its nice!!

So while we were there...my mum complain tat everytime i took pix...i never take wif her..she said im bias..only take wif my dad...hehehe...sounded like shes jealous like tat...so i took one wif her usin my nokia...my mum...so cute...

So tis is me and my mum

Me and dad

Romeo and Juliet

Masjid Sultan at nite

PICTURES TAKEN USIN MY NOKIA
Later we went to Mustafa Centre...walked around....and reached home ard 12.45am...it was a nice family outing...somehow i felt very much closer wif my parents now...we do alot of things together...shop...eat...it jus made me think...will things be different once im married?guess by then i will be busy wif my husband...and situations will change again...err...no comments ah...kinda scary to tink of it...hehehe....

2006-03-16T13:07:00.000+08:00

MY FAV TREE....

Haiz...I have this fav tree near my hse carpark..its so big and nice tho sometimes these birds will poo at my car if i parked under tat tree however it does provide shade from the hot sun... and its beautiful leaves will decorate my car...but...ever since my housing estate is be goin thro the upgrading process...all trees will be torn down...there goes my fav tree...haiz...

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Anyway here are my sis bday pix celebration at Elsheikh

Our Family....

The Bday cake..Its halal Tiramusi which me bought at JB...very nice

Birthday gal..Hilwa

Dad and sis

Enjoyin the free mint tea..hehe

2006-03-15T00:06:00.000+08:00

TEACHING....

Teachin is fun...Why???Well.....this is my analysis of bein a tutor
~Individual couching to students who needs to perform better in school.
~Providing information that they need.
~Try to instill the passion of learning
~To design and plan teaching methodology and assessment that will be consistent with the school syllabus.

Its been 4 years and i enjoyed teachin all my tuiton kids...currently i have 6 kids ranging from pri 1 to sec4..hehe...and i especially enjoy teachin this particular kid who i have taught since last year....Danish.Hes in pri 1 now and he is full of little jokes and always makes me laugh...

Last thursday, i taught him at 10 am and he claimed that the room was very hot and hes havin headache...Guess wat he did.....

yeah he wore sunglasses while doin his maths...konon panas...hehehe....

And yesterday wen i taught him..he drew somethin for me....

This is me...he drew...me wid big lips..hahaa...cute rite..

He is so adorable....Seriously i really enjoyed teachin..tho sometimes they can be a pain in the arse but these little things made by them really made my day beautiful...hehehe...
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Oh yah not ...last Saturday i went to celebrate my sis bday wif my family at Elsheikh...Very nice dinner and we got lotsa good deal there...
1. 40% discount
2. a box of choc for my sis
3. a slice of cheese cake for my sis also
4. a pot of mint tea on the house...
(will upload the pict soon...).....A great evenin indeed...

2006-03-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

RELAX WEDNESDAY..........

No class...for 3 weeks..damn shiok!!!!So my wednesday for 3 weeks will be a nice one..hehe...

hmm....i went to watch Big MaMa House 2 last monday wif my bro..

well....it was quite alright...funny...lots of actions.....quite enjoyed the show..........

Ok...gotta go now...heheheh..........

2006-03-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

Love is in the air...........

A beautiful gift.................

from someone dearest..........

and special to me..............

I'm speechless................

Alhamdulilah...........

Thank you so much my dear.........

2006-03-03T16:26:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY...FRIDAY...

Last update was on the 19th Feb...and tdy is already the 3rd March...its not that im lazy to update but i prefer to read other ppls blog instead...checkin out wats happenin in their life..their enemies...their fantasies...their lies...and after reading theirs..i always ended up not updatin mine coz sometimes its irritating wen u get remark from some unknown ppl said that 'wat a borin entry'...haha...but wat the heck ah...its my blog..i can write the most boring stories for all i care...and there are still ppl readin mine..rite...?

Actually theres somethin interesting happened to me awhile ago..somethin i could never imagine in my entire life that it would happen to me...Well we have heard stories abt men shoes bein stolen at the mosques after friday prayers... or someone wore it by mistake..but we seldom hear ladies shoes bein stolen instead on fridays rite...but today...haiz.....as usual me and my mum did our every friday routine..went to Sultan mosque for friday prayers...i was from school so i met my mum and bro at my aunt shop at jln pisang to have bryani dam (ABAK bryani dam) for lunch...after dat we headed down to the mosque....theres alot of ladies now performin their friday prayers...since theres alot of makciks...me and my mum sat for awhile in the mosque aft prayers to avoid the jam at the staircase....And wen we finally ready to leave...Jeng!Jeng!Jeng!To my surprise...wen i went down...my sandal GONE!

And i jus bought that sandal 2 weeks ago...my $36 Charles and Keith sandal..belum puas pakai...and now someone had stolen it...Manz...if that someone used the wrong shoe, at least her shoe will be there..but theres no other shoe left except my mum's...I wasnt angry but i was stunned...i mean we had jus performed prayers..on a friday somemore...tht someone can even dare to curi..tak takut dosa ker...isk...in the end i wore this old sandal home...which belongs to the mosque..gotta return it back tmr...my mum consoled me and said 'dahla bukan rai nye rezeki..'...ya la..true..not my rezeki i guess...so now i have the all reason to go shoppin...to buy new shoe... hehe..but i have learnt my lesson...no new shoe to the mosque..hehe....so ladies becareful wen u place ur shoe..manusia manusia nie kalau nak curi tak kira luar masjid ker dalam masjid ker...nothin can stop them.I tink pihak masjid has to do somethin abt this....

2006-02-19T02:12:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY NIGHT OUT....

It is always fun to go out with your good frens....there will always be lotsa laughter and crappy jokes...earlier me..wati and nurul went out for dinner at one of my fav chill out place...the one and only Arab Street...hehe..i feel like i should apply as a member there since i will for sure visit arab street at least once a week...but of coz theres no such thing la...hehe..we went to El Sheikh coz i heard that Abg Midzi..that talented chef is back werkin there...so wanna try his wonderful food..and also be kak kinny's spy (Midzi's wife...not to spy on him but on somethin else...shh..its a secret)..

However i notice somethin abt the cafes along these arab st..kandahar st...baghdad st...most of them or should i say all of them has one thing in common...SLOW SERVICE..all the cafes ive been there took an hour to prepare their food....no joke my Kofta Kebab took an hour to arrive...Maybe thats the trademark for all the cafes there...those who serve fast will be out of the league ah...haha..i dunno..this is jus my assumption...hehe..but rest assured im satisfied with the quantity and quality of the food at EL Sheikh today...Abg Midzi..you are real good...2 thumbs up!

Our Mr Syam joined us later...well wen syam around....we have double the fun...wohoo..hes so funny...we headed for tea there before we proceed to Changi...well...dun get me wrong..we wanna buy the famous goreng pisang there...apparently we heard that they still sell til midnite.So we wanan try out luck if we could buy some....But of coz..wen we were there...shop closed..haha but..since its saturday...u noe u will get to see the 'Ladies' too..ehhe...theres 4 jus now...pretty..sexy...they look like so real...aiyooo....better then the real ladies...tsk...heheh...anyway we headed home after an evenin of lotsa fun..laughter and adventure...nice nice...

Anyway Here somethin i wanna share...one of my new fav in my current playlist...song by The Strokes...i like...check it out...

You Only Live Once
Album :First Impressions of Earth
Artist :The Strokes

Some people think they're always right
Others are quiet and uptight
Others they seem so very nice nice nice nice (oh-ho)
Inside they might feel sad and wrong (oh no)

Twenty-nine different attributes
Only seven that you like
Twenty ways to see the world (oh-ho)
Twenty ways to start a fight (oh-ho)

Oh don't don't don't get out
So I can see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you, baby
Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you

Men don't notice what they got
Women think of that a lot
One thousand ways to please your man (oh-ho)
And neither one requires a plan (I know)

And countless dire religions, too
It doesn't matter which to choose (oh no)
One stubborn way to turn your back (oh-ho)
I guess I've tried and I refuse (oh-ho)

Oh don't don't don't get out
So I can see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you, baby
Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you

AlrightShut me up
Shut me up
And I'll get along with you

2006-02-14T12:42:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day????

Im in sch now and waitin for my dad to come coz theres some prob to my car...as always..my beloved car aint feelin well lately.Many did adviced my dad to change it coz COE is at its lowest but i guess my dad not gonna do so....haiz guess if i wanna drive a brand new car...i gotta buy it myself...So here i am in the computer lab to occupied my time while waitin...and den suddenly a grp of kids came it and started exchanging gift...den i realised...its Valentines day....how can i forget...hahah...

So it 14th Feb today...across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones...as we know it today, it is celebrated by both Christian and ancient Roman. But somehow it seems like everyone regardless the race or religion is celebrating it...guess its up to each individual on how they view it ah....jus made me recalled back my poly days whereby my 2 bestfrens and me celebrated it among us...not really celebrate la..we jus buy each other choc and we eat tog...haha..but of coz both are mothers now and one is expectin her second child soon...
Other den that...nothin great happen on this V day.....so conclusion..im not celebratin it...however, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL...hehe...

2006-02-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDULILAH....
8 years ago...on this very moment...i was experincing the most nerve wrecking moment in my entire life...I could feel the millions of butterflies in my stomach flying up and down as i was waiting for my turn to recieve my O level results.Alhamdulilah i made it through and here i am doing my degree....this is how far i had gone and many examinations i have sat...insya allah i will complete it in afew months time..and will be stepping to the real workin world...

This is the same moment which my beloved younger brother was experiencing earlier.Yeah its his O Level results jus now....I am so proud of my brother as well as my sister. Both had done pretty well for their O levels...much better den mine. Both of them are qualified for all courses in polytechnic as well taking the A level...Alhamdulilah...my parents definitely are proud of us...This is really a big reward for our lovely dad who had worked extremely hard to educate us until this far.He is the breadwinner in the family. We may not did extremely well but it does means alot to our parents.Syukur...

I will leave it to my brother to make the choices in his life as to what he wanna pursue from here.I prayed that he will worked much harder now to strive a better results in the future.

Tho i have no regrets joinin the polytechnic and taking business course but i was thinkin if i ever wanna turn back time... and given a chance to choose again between poly...A level...i will choice neither however i will opt to be a malay teacher which i was once offered by MOE after i completed my O level 8 years ago. I scored A1 and was 1st in Malay for O level in my school during that time.I was thinkin if i have choosen that instead....i will be holdin a degree in Malay literature by now and teachin Malay language at one of the schools here. Well...Only god knows...maybe theres a reason y i din choose it initially...whatever it is i will still be a degree holder soon also but a diff one not in Malay literature but in business studies....No regrets... i do believe somethin better will come by insya allah....

2006-02-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

WONDERFUL WEEKEND....

04th Feb...

The day i had been lookin forward.....its not jus any ordinary saturday but one which im sure will be filled wif laughter and fun.Yeah its the Samrah Arabia...an arabic dancin event which i went wif kak nini...It was so fun...too see the arab men dancin the samrah..the ladies in nice costumes...good food...You can see all the different arab clan there oso...took lotsa pix but its almost 2am.. im jus too lazy to upload it..hehe...

Since we were still in the arabic mood and aint in any mood to watch the Chingay *the event was at Orchard btw*...we headed down to arab street for tea..hehe..my parents joined us later..and theres belly dancin at Ambrosia..so we get to catch a glimpse of it...samrah in the day..belly dancin at nite..nice nice..hehe

05th Feb:

The usual sunday mornin at Jamiyah....went for my religious class wif nurul and wati...later in the afternoon...me went for tuition at pasir ris...yeah i dargged myself there...arggghh....and theres a very lovely weddin at the kid's void deck...and theres makciks and pakciks karaoke...u can hear how sumbang and nice their voices..

So i was teachin the gal wen her mum went out of the room grumbling abt the singers at the void deck...she keep cursin these makcik for makin her nap a nightmare...den later she made the best joke i ever heard..She wasnt invited to the weddin coz she doesnt noe the bride..so from her room..she cld smell the food...the usual..nasi bryani...and of coz shes hungry after that...so wat she did was...she asked her sister to act somethin out...she gave her sis $2 and asked her to go to the makciks cookin downstairs and said that her pregnant sister is hungry and the food smells great...she wanna buy a packet and gave the $2....i laughed wen i heard wat she said...i tot shes jokin but well..her sis actually did it...and came back wif not one but two packets of nasi bryani...for FREE....oh my...i cant helped but laughed my heart out...they were such a joker...gosh..i have never tot of such trick or joke before and it worked well....i mean do others do this too?...its so funny....haha

Guess that makes my sunday a funny one...somethin i will remember...haha...

2006-02-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

HINDI...HINDI...HINDI....

Hindi..Hindustan...beautiful people..beautiful land..beautiful language...a language of love...believe me or not..theres more den one word to describe love....pyaar...ishq...mohabbatein...dil..these are afew words used to express ur love usin the language...unlike the malays...the only word used..cinta...Boring rite..haha..well i tink im startin back my hindi freak..hahaha...

So last weekend..bein a true indian baby..haha.. i had a true movie marathon...4 movies...4 x 3hrs = 12hrs of nothin but hindi movies...

The movies i watched....Veer-Zaara...Salam Namaste..Paheli...Waqt...

So i will give my sincere comments on 3 movies out of these 4 i had watched..

First its gonna be Veer Zaara vs Salam Namaste...

Veer-Zaara recounts the epic tale of an Indian man, Veer Pratap Singh (Shahrukh Khan) and a Pakistani woman, Zaara Hayaat Khan (Preity Zinta) - a story of a love so great that it knows no boundaries. It is also the story of Saamiya Siddiqui (Rani Mukerji), a Pakistani lawyer who tries to break the barriers separating the two. Its a true touching love legends that will set audience to tears with the romantic touch of my Shah rukh Khan...hes in the prison for 22 years..he talks to noone and faithfully suffer in silence in order to protect Zaara happiness..

Whereas

Salaam Namaste is about two Indians who have left their houses to make a life on their own, and how they meet and how they tackle their own relationships and problems and overcome them themselves without their families

So between these 2 movies....I love Veer Zaara and hated Salam Namaste...Why i hated Salam Namaste?Well...i love the songs especially the theme song SALAM NAMASTE...Saif ali khan is drop dead gorgeous..Priety is forever sweet...but its jus too mordern for me.Hindustanis are known for their rich culture..behavior and lifestyles...way more strict den the western countries..however this movie is way too far fetched and i feel like its showing that indians are losing their morals...Priety Zinta (Ambar) in the movie ran away from home and settled down in Melbourne...met Saif (Nicky)..fell in love..moved in together...made love and got pregnant...well..Saif bein like any other guy..an arse...doesnt wanna bear the responsibility..wasnt ready to get married..left Priety to be pregnant alone....no marriage until wen the baby was born...dont u tink its jus against the indian culture...to be pregnant...den not married..??guess if its happenin in India...u will be stoned to death by the ppl...The movie is jus too modern...i am disappointed...its jus like Neal and Niki...whats happening to good quality movie????

Well....as for Veer Zaara...it is such complete contrast to SN...its really a true love story..where both Veer and Zaara suffer in silence in order to oblige to the rules set for them...this is wat i say a real hindustani movie....i have no negative comments on this movie...love the scenes..songs..and most of all I love my Shah rukh khan...hes so charming...yeah i cried watchin it...think its better den Kal Ho Na Ho...its his second best movie..

As Paheli....well...famous cast actin it but i find it a big flop..its a about this bride (rani) whos married to a merchant who left her for 5 yrs after the weddin nite for business..and a love ghost fell in love with her...the funny part is the ghost disguised itself as Shah Rukh Khan..which is the husband...and he and rani stayed as husband and wife for 5 years...and they had a baby...haha..a ghost can make a mortal pregnant...?well..real husband came home and villagers gotta identified which is the real thing so thats wat thats y thew movie is called paheli..no comments ah...its jus nonsense...haha...i watched it on dvd on saturday..and they aire it on sunday on Central...ahaha..

Hmmm....so this are my comments on some of the movies i had watched...not sure wat will be my next one...hmm....waitin for new Shah rukh khan movie....hopefully it will be as good... *wink*

2006-02-01T02:04:00.000+08:00

AWAL MUHARRAM (MAAL HIJRAH) 1427

Celebrated by Muslims as the day symbolises two happy event in a Muslim's life. The start of Muslim year or calendar , Muharram 1427, coincides with Prophet Muhammad's journey from Mecca to Medina on the first of Muharram in 622AD.So this brand new year I really do hope i will be a better muslimah...filial daughter...insya allah..
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So how do i spent my first day of the new year?.....Shopping...*went to the mosque the nite b4 tho for prayers*

Arrghh...I am such an obedient and good gal wen im broke coz i wont step into any shoppin mall..i wont make a long list of things i wanna buy...But I jus hate myself when i have this little extra cash..jus a little...And yes i can shop till i cant stop...

Esprit havin sale...so i went..and i bought a blouse..Metro havin sale...i went and bought a few things...bought facial pdt..i even bought tickets for a high tea session at Merritius Mandarin...its an event organised by the deejays...its called Samrah Arabia..so in the end i spent more den what i budgeted..*scratchin my head* haiz....countin the cents im left wif now...

*Happy tots*...Hmmm.. my 4 days holidays (CNY holidays) was very interesting one...I had hindi marathon at home which i will give my comments on some of the movies i had watched in my next entry...and yah attended my cousin's engagement...

One question:
Have u ever experience this... when u attended ur cousin or close relatives who r of ur age weddin or engagement....u will ended up feelin stress and hated urself for attendin it...?yeah coz all ur aunties will asked u repeated questions...i really mean it..durin my cousin's engagement,all my aunties...each of them came up to me and asked 'Rai when is ur turn?'....i dunno whether to give a happy smile or a sad smile...if i gave a happy smile they will assume its gonna be soon but if i gave a sad smile..they will think im so pathetic...noone wants me and my turn will be a long way...den they will start they matchmakin business...i jus hate it..i know they meant well but its so irritating!annoying!!I feel like puttin up a sign that says..."MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS"....but wat to do...And i cant possibly tell them that yes im seein someone rite now and we planned to get married next year...they will get so bloody excited...and the attention will be diverted to me instead the bride of the day..so i jus have to bare with the questionin...the best answer is jus 2 words "Insya allah"..but believe me they are not happy wif that too...haha...

Haiz...time flies so fast n d hols r over...which means proj time...i will be more busy now...suxz!!
ok la...time to sleep..sweet dreams..

2006-01-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

HECTIC DAY

It has been a very hectic day for me today.Once again I am manning my usual stressful life after 3 days at home doin basically nothin but sleep.Yeah i hate it wen im sick...i cant do anythin at all...my body system jus shut down.Even i lost my appetite to eat *not to mention the part where i met tat human being..gosh its makin my appetite even worst* *puke* *yucks*..

OK...

This is exactly the things i did today and its written in my normal slim diary-:

8.00am- Tuition Andyqa @ Tamp

10am - To b in school for MS lect

1pm- Megabites,group meeting

3.30pm - Tuition Faruq @ Bedok

6pm - Work @ PIAS

10pm - Home Sweet Home

*Yawn* thank god its my second massage session tmr...after a long hard day today,i do need one....so GOODNIGHT...

2006-01-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

It was a lovely saturday nite(21/01/06)...dinner at railway wif my frens..had a nostalgic meal*thats wat ms hikma said wen she saw wat i bought*..its jus simple mee siam wif bandung...my tummy wasnt that good tat nite so i cant finish my food.Then headed down to Siglap for desert at Secret Recipe..tho my tummy still aint feelin tat good...i did ordered brownie wif ice cream.Bet i shouldnt eat too much...Guess wat happen after that....

When i reached home...my stomach started to feel so painful..i cant sit..i cant stand..i cant even lay on my bed...everythin i do i could feel the pain..i knew its the gastric tat is really attackin me.Since its not my first time i had this pain..i took my usual medication...2 panadol and force myself to sleep...But this time round the panadol din work wonders...instead theres a sharp pain at my abdominal...real painful that i cant help it but to cry...i wanna burp but i cant...i wanna pee but its painful...Then i started vomittin...twice to be exact...

After that i could feel every organs in my body are cryin in pain.. the stomach, the small and large intestines, the liver, the gallbladder....everythin inside.Im experiencing all the symptoms...from abdominal pain...diarrhea..nausea to vomiting.This is the worst hit of gastric i have ever experienced..Gosh!

The next day early in the mornin i went to the doc....yeah i have to wait 2 bloody hours for my turn..thank god i din faint there...wen the doc checked and pressed my stomach and told me tat he wanna take urine test...i freak out..goodness...first time i came out wif a cup and and to pee in it...i was prayin nothin serious will happen...

Alhamdulilah he said its wasnt serious but it could be jus gastric.....gave me abdominal pain pills..if things doesnt change..he will refer to specialist...so i was tinkin while makin my way home..he said it wasnt serious but y refer to specialist if the pain still there..hmm...but true enough i was still in pain until jus now in the mornin...2 days of pain.. i decided to go for tradisional treatment....I went for massage...yeah the makcik urut scolded me.This wat she said...
1 she said im stress
2 im lack of good nutritious food
3 too many gas in my stomach
4 very poor bladder
5 very weak blood circulation

But her hand did wonders...i was alright after tat...tho i kept burpin non stop...i have to go for 2 more massage session with her....however im glad tat i feel so much better now but i can still feel a little bit of pain at my abdominal....But i felt terrible tat nite that i even tot im gonna collapse or somethin.....I have learnt somethin from this..dun take things for granted..if god wanna make u sick..he can do it in many ways,not jus normal flu or cough...im so syukur its nothin serious.I thanked HIM that i feel so much better now.guess i have to watch my diet from now....definitely no mee siam and bandung for the time being...

wat a weekend for me....

*thanks to my frens who sms and called me to ask abt my condition....i appreciate it...and to kak nini...love ya**hugz*

2006-01-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

Wow..its been almost a week since i last update my blog..well..well...am i busy?maybe i dunnoo....haha...its been a super wet week ah..nice weather to cuddle the pillows and day dream..hahaha..no wonder im in my lazy mood...

last weekend baby shower was fun..tho we wanna go OM cafe initially but due to the place been booked for function..we walked back to arab street to look for new location to eat... so we end up at Al MAJLIS - SAMAR - CHANGI VILLAGE...yup we went to all 3 places.it was fun.Dinner at Al majlis..sheesha at Samar...and 'sight seeing' at Changi..haha..it was fun..lots of laughter...

Ok Adiladha was quite alright...had a date with the kambings...hehe..at Alweedah..and den went to granny...my cousin was smilling from ear to ear..haha..ok ok her bf masuk minang..gonna get engaged this CNY...congratulation again...

And the rest of the day i spent it wit my tuition kids..hahaha...too lazy to go for class tho...but im in school now...force myself to go coz....some problem ah...no need to mention...and my cina fren cynthia is beside me readin everythin im writing...so bloody kepo...hahah...ok la...will update again if anythin interestin happen hopefully...

hmm...gonna receive $500 this weekend...wohoo!!!!!!!but i haf to pay my studyloan..arrgghhh..damn!!!

2006-01-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

*yawn*.....its 1.30pm...i jus woke up...and im stil sleepy...the whole mornin from 8am til around 11.30am this bloody contractors keep drilling the hole or wateva crap they are doin directly under my room and its makin a hell lot of noise tat i cant even get back to sleep even after i cover my ears wif 10 pillows!!!i stay at the second floor...so u can image the amount of noise pollution its making...arrgghhh...and i have no choice but to wake up at 8.30am!!!and tune in to starworld..eat the epok2..while waitin for the apeks and banglas done wif their work...and wen i finally get to sleep back around 11.45am...ppl keep smsin me...tuition kid mum la..my classmates...and in the end i get only 45 minutes of sleep...my mum jus got back from granny home and keep callin my name..."rai..tis..rai tat.."arrghh...in the end i decided to wake up for good...its gonna be a sleepy thursday for me....*yawn* im hungry...tuitions startin on a real term today..haha..i have 3 kids to teach later after 2 months break...aiyoo..so very the malas!!wat to do la..no tuition no money...haiz...money money money..never endin story..

Hmm...i have one question here..how to turn down someones offer to help?i mean i need some help not financially la..but i dun feel good gettin help from him...how to turn it down without hurtin him???im bad at sayin NO...isk...fikiran sey..hehehe..ok la lunch time..

2006-01-04T03:17:00.000+08:00

Haj is one of the five institutions of Islam. The performance of Haj as an enjoined duty and its superiority is in the statement of Allah:

“Haj (pilgrimage) to the House (Kaabah) is a duty that mankind owes to Allah, those who can afford the journey. And whoever disbelieves (i.e. denies Haj) then he is a disbeliever of Allah and Allah stands not in need of any of His Creatures.” (Surah Al-Imran 3:197)

Pilgrimage is a duty to be performed at least once in a lifetime by every adult Muslim, man or woman, who is free, of sound mind and able to undertake it.

Hence earlier i went to the airport to send one of my kakak angkat (kak balkees) off to perform her pilgrimage...its been quite awhile since i last sent someone off to makkah..the last one was my dad when he did his haj in 1998.Its kinda sad to see the kids cried when their mum went inside the departure hall..and there was an overwhelming crowd who came to send the relatives off too at 2am..somehow i feels like goin to makkah too again to perform umrah maybe insya allah if im financially able to do...however i prayed that kak balkees dapat haji yang makbur...

So its Aidiladha next tuesday...10th Zulhijjah 1426H...so salam aidiladha to all in advance...

2006-01-03T11:05:00.000+08:00

Ok its 2006 already..whoa..new year...and a new person too??hahah...well well...guess this first half of 2006 gonna be a busy one for me....i have school...tuitions and not forgetting my part time werk too...hhmm....hope i could manage my time efficiently...

Im in my school lab now...3rd of jan...first day of school without my frens..its a 9.30am class..*yawn*...most of them had graduated...thanks to my diploma tat im stucked with 2 extra modules...but hopefully i will make it through this last semester with no hipcups and will attend my convo with the rest..insya allah...

Ok lah...i have nothin much to say rite now...class startin in 5 minutes and im freaking sleepy...den i will be heading home straight to catch my beauty sleep before i go back to werk later...hehehe....

2005-12-31T02:29:00.000+08:00

Ok there will be 4 part to today's post...

1st....

One of my close fren gave me a buzz earlier and asked me if Im alright and asked whether im having some problem wid someone.I was curious as to how she came up wid such remarks.Me having problem??hhmm..so later part of the conversation den i realised that she was actually refering to my previous post.haha..i laughed...she said that i sounded so angry and she asked who made me pissed??Fisrt i denied but somehow I did told her abit wat had happened between me and some losers.But i guess no point me writing who the person was here...its gonna be a waste of time to read abt losers..rite??heheheh..Enuf of that issue..but of coz i do want ppl who appreciate wat i write to continue readin my blog... *wink*

2nd...

I would like to personnally thanked Wati aka Ms Dynamite and Fara.They made a personal birthday wish for me in their own blog..theres my pict and a birthday wish..I really appreciate it so much.Thanks soo much for the effort...muakz!!!

3rd...

I went to my late uncle's tahlil at my aunt house last nite wen i received a shockin news...or rather a surprise la...my cousin Rashidah is gettin engaged this comin Chinese New Year to this guy...name Azman...well..i saw his pict in her frenster but din expect to be so serious..hehe..ok ok...glad she found someone whom she love and she finally gettin hitched..so congratulation to u bibik *thats wat we cousins call her..she only 24yrs,same age as me*..tho we seldom tok now *due to some personal prob*, i am happy for u...hope kekal ke akhir hayat...insya allah...

4th...

So its 31st Dec today...a day before the new year...2006..hhmm..saying goodbye to 2005.Kinda sad ah to leave 2005..however I do admit lots of things had happened...some good..sweet and bad memories..but i have no regrets and infact i am happy to wateva that had happened or things i had done.Somehow it had taught me to a stronger and better person.I may not know wat wil happen to me in 2006 but i do pray it will be a better and meaningful year ahead for me and to the rest of u ppl too...insya allah.

2004...me and galz..the guys too celebrated the last moments of 2004 and welcome 2005 at Samar Cafe...

And now we are goin to say goodbye to 2005 at Ambrosia instead...so galz..see ya later...

In the meantime..i'm gonna wash my face mask and sleep....will see you guys next year 2006..heheh...so HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL...

2005-12-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

Its 5 days after my 24th birthday so Im officially 24 years old!!!Whoa...how issit feels like to be 24yrs old now???haha...jus one word...OLD!!!..Anyway 24th birthday celebration was a blast..i had so much good time with my family and close frens...Received lots of presents...Yup i am very happy...

To all my beloved frens who wished me on my birthday...thanks so much..really appreciated it.Actually i wanna post some of my celebration pictures but i wanna write somethin else instead...somethin that had been botherin me since yesterday.So i will post the pictures some other time aite....

Bloggin...Bloggin..Bloggin...it had become an ongoin online drama that give readers plenty of entertainment as well as sometimes food for thought.Am i rite?Readers or those blog hoppers will write their comments to challenge the writer's opinion and spark a debate about certain issues.Speakin from experience..Somethin which had to my blog afew weeks ago...if u guys remembered...

So keeping an online diary is another good way to analysing why u feel the way u do and if i feel like blog about a cheapstake biatch..am i doin so out of sheer spite???hahaha...i am not..guess it is jus a desire to blow off some steam...however i will get negative and thrashin from some readers if i ever wrote it....yah..i will be accused of bein insensitive and blah blah blah....so theres no freedom to write wat i want???hmm...

Recently i received a comment from some morons...saying that "they" read my blog to amuse themselves wif my 'proficiency' in the english language...and i need to go for lessons at British council..Excuse me..This is my blog...i write the way i want..if i want to use Singlish..its my problem..am i right??!!??Its not as if im the only one blogging here and so many others are too...do they use perfect english wen they write?No one is perfect.

You're in the comfort of your own house where theres noone around to look at u...and obviously u will end up saying things u dont normally do...so if i prefer to write abt my desire to own some stuff or i portrait myself as an expensive person....is that a problem?Guess i cant blame these ppl who are not happy wif wat others wrote abt their life...they have nothin better to do in their life but to 'jaga tepi kain org'...i pity these ppl.

Have u ppl ever noticed inside those SBS buses durin our sec days where gals or guys wrote about their ugly ex phone number at the back seats so that people could call them for a "good time"?hhahaha....now wif bloggin u can thrashed this ugly ppl..but one problem..that person will hate u instead...but who cares rite?But if i choose to write abt the guy who i used to date some time ago...describing wat a jerk and asshole he was...am i insulting him?Tellin the truth issit an insult?hahah..guess bloggin issit that fun after all ah...u have to becareful wif ur words...thats so sad..rite?

Anyway...this is just my 2 cent worth...somethin i wanna share...if u dun like wat i wrote here...please im askin politely,stop readin my blog.do somethin better in ur life.Nites....

2005-12-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

I have one major problem....i have difficulties to say NO to ppl eventho my heart is in real pain now...arrrggghh....ok ok..here is wat happen...i have told myself tat next year i will only teach my old students which I know i wont have any problem wif when gettin the payments and stuff...so i have deleted 3 kids name in my list...BUT one of the mum called me 10 minutes ago and asked to start teachin her daughter this 28th...I was speechless for a moment...seriously i tot i wont be receivin call from her so its easier tat way as i wont have to give excuse y i dun wanna teach anymore.But now she really called and really wants me to teach...i dunno how to say NO and im scared she will be offended....she called and said ''ok dik, i will buy the text on the 27th and u can come and start teachin on the 28th...im gettin 2 workbooks so tat u can use one.issit alright with u?''.....i paused.I dunno wat to say...that leaves me wif no choice but to say ok...i mean its rezeki and i shldnt tolak....but...the mum is abit complicated la...isk...im stress now...haiz....now i have to start plan my schedule properly so that i can teach and do part time the same time...and of coz school too...looks like i will super busy next year...goodness!!!

Ok enuf of stressful things....so wats happenin at home???hmm.... looks like my dad is really in holiday mood sia.....first he went to KL-MALACCA on last fri to sunday for the tournament....and wen i got home from werk jus now, my mum told me tat my dad went to Shah Alam again jus now for another 3 days but this time to accompany our ustad to see the ''miracle" doctor...wah....my dad..my dad...really enjoyin himself ah......hehee...kesian my mum kena tinggal again..no wonder earlier she called and asked whether i wanna have lunch at JB...of coz bein a filial daughter, i said yes...heheh..since i will not be werkin til next year....company close for christmas and new year...shiok rite...but my pay will be so pathetic la coz i werk for like 10 days only.jadi la....gonna miss my colleagues...especially fara n ju....fun ppl...haiz...heheh...

Suddenly i felt sick..my tummy is not feelin too good...I had black pepper steak at Simpang bedok jus now with wahidah and rabiah and it sux big time and i feel like vomittin now...*sick*....

As u can see im bored now thats y i keep updatin my blog and check my frenster account frequently...So as im always on frenster....i had checked someones page for fun...one of my relative to be exact..was kinda surprise to see tat someone's status is now ''in relationship'' so the kepo me went to check the picture gallery and testies and am quite sure thats the partner....well..well...guess diff ppl has diff taste and i have no right to judge whether he or she suits for each other...so i hope the best for them...might be gettin invitation soon i guess....hhmm....

2005-12-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

Oh my god.....i gain back my 6kgs which i lost during the last Ramadhan within 2 months...ppl who noes me well will definitely said that i look the same...no changes to my weight but believe me.....the hungry ghost is really attackin me....i am always hungry and eating for the last couple of weeks....when i said eatin...i really meant it...i finishes my food!!!yes usually i dun u see...for sure there will be leftovers...but now..i finishes it...its a good thing but it gettin to scares me now...i always wanna gain a little weight but i cant see myself grow too much....tink i wan my old eating habit back.......me freakin out now...or maybe im pmsin??hhmmm.....

After werk i went for supper and ya..i couldnt sleep after tat and decided to browse thro the net to see anythin interestin i can read or do while waitin for my food to be fully digested before i sleep....so i was blog hoppin...i dun usually like to read all those long entries..but someones blog jus makes me curious and wantin to read more of it.....Seriously its scary to see how blogging can create war and enemies......

I donot know her personnally tho i have been to her house....all that i can say to u Diana....stay strong and have fate in urself.Treat it as an ujian which god test u to....insya allah things will be better for u and ur family.....

Having slight sore throat now after a chocolate fiesta at home over the weekends....hopefully im not down wid flu since i will be a big gerl in exact 4 days time...heheheh..4 more days....counting counting....btw someone told me tat he wans a little break due to his proj coz he cant focus having me ard...so i tot i will be alright but it feels weird somehow wen u dun get attention from that someone now....hhmm...which means i miss him issit???errr......i dunno ah....maybe....

I hope my tuition kid cancel tutiton again...hahah...not in the mood to teach this week man....and theres Mango sale which my bleeds so much...coz i cant go....i am such a Mango freak and yet i am not gg for its 50% sale....reason??simple...coz im broke...ya...need to save up for my loan...aaarrggghhh.....my heart is bleedin...Help!

2005-12-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

Tum Paas Aaye Yoon Muskaraye
Tumne Na Jaane Kya Sapne Dikhaye
Ab To Mera Dil Jaage Na Sota Hai
Kya Karoon Haye Kuchh Kuchh Hota Hai

What is love?Pyaar?Pyaar = Dosti.....Love is Friendship..Issit true?Well in this heart warming romantic comedy tells all about lost love and found love....Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...Something is Happening...the award winning movie back in 1998...I had watched it twice at the movie...bought the vcb and also the song cd..And i still cried each time I watched it.Actually i cried if i see Shahrukh Khan cried no matter wat the movies is...haha...Its the best movie to me coz both gals get to be with the hero...I was so glad that Central aired it earlier and I sat down watchin it attentively.The only movie whereby i could still remember to sing all of its song....It is so true first love is hard to forget and if u are fated to be with that someone...u will be wif him....so sweet...Anjali..Rahul....awww...i miss someone...not sure who...hahah...

I laughed when i remembered back those days where I was so obssessed with ShahRukh Khan...this movie made a hit here in spore and all around the world...and I was very excited when Ajantha Beauty Parlour organized SRK first concert here after the movie....yes i went to all of his concerts...I even bought posters...Stardust magazine...subscribe to Zee Tv....so that i could get the latest update about him...somehow my obssession began to decrease slowly and i stop buyin the magazines and even stop watchin hindi movie for awhile....but my hero is still SRK....

Only recently i started goin back to Bedok cinema and watched one new movie...Neal and Niki...a sexy comedy movie...but movies...like kkhh...hum dil cupke sanam...are still the best

Enough abt hindi movie...hehe...hmm tdy im a good gal..i din go out except in the morning for my religious class and i had bad headache the whole afternn....so i told my mum tat i will get headache if i sit at hme the whole day..haha...excuses..The headache became worst after i ate ''mee wak karto'' for dinner...think its too spicy and my brain cant take it...hehe..but the funny thing is after watchin the movie...my headache totally gone...hahaha...my SRK really cures me....kwang kwang kwang...here i go again...enuf rai!hehe...

My dad and bro not back yet from their trip to KL....i heard from my mum tat my lil bro bought me a birthday gift from there....Awwwww.....my little brother loves me...so sweet....am lookin forward to see wat issit.....hope its really true...skali my mum tricked me ah...isk..hehe...Haiz tmr...another monday...boring one i tink...gotta werk at 6pm...

2005-12-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

So my bday wishlist sounded more like a hantaran ah...hhhmm...if i have that as my hantaran..whoa i will be the happiest bride man!!!haha...if only ah....

Hmm..im glad that despite the huha regarding the post i wrote abt someone, there is still someone is kind wif her words.I really appreciate it.Thanks Naysitah...

I went to my werkplace's christmas lunch party jus now..it was alright la..nothin really happening..they had games and this gift exchange thingy..and i got a frame..quite cute tho.

So wondering wat i do there?I have to call caucasians expatriates and set an appointment to meet this angmoh senior consultant...basically everyday at werk i tok to all these mat sallehs from all around the world.Its really interesting...the pay not bad oso...

Tmr im gonna be a good daughter and stay by my mum side...i made her angry jus now...ehehhe...dad n bro not in spore...bro has badminton tournament in KL..so my dad follow...thats y my mum was angry wif me...hehe...i went out earlier and leave her alone at home...so now i felt bad...hhmmm....hehehe..ok 2am..bedtime!

2005-12-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

For the last 2 nights..i had supper wif my beloved kak nini...last night we went to Simpang Bedok and earlier at this makan place opp Masjid Kassim..always had fun wif her.can tok anythin under the sun..so jus now she asked me wat i want for my upcoming bday...i laughed coz Kak nurul also asked me the same thing a few days ago..."Rai..wats ur wishlist?"...hhmm...i haven really tot of it coz somehow u feel old wen ur age reachin mid 20s...in 9 days me gonna be 24..this 24th..hhmm...nice number ah...i hope somethin special will happen but i doubt so tho...

So wat i want for my bday this year....ok heres the list...

1>a nice 2hrs massage treat at Wayan Balinese Spa...(tried the chocolate message last yr..damn shiok)

2> A $1000 shoppin spree voucher (i miss my shoppin days..haiz)

3> Nokia N90 (Gettin sick wif my nokia now)

4>Charm bracelet from Tiffany & Co (Been aimin it for a long time...)

5> Full make up set from Bobby Brown (hehe..im not a makeup person..but..hehe)

6>Complete Facial product from Clinique (some of my product finish oredi..haha)

7>A nice bag from Gucci or LV... (Im not branded..but since its a gift so i dun mind either one..haha)

8>A lovely timepiece from Tag Heuer (hhmm..my humble fossil gettin boring)

9>Perfume from Hugo Energize..(i love hugo..)

10>Bvlgari white gold ring..(haha...hope its gonna be my engagement ring instead..haha)

Ok ok...after reading the list,i sound like a biatch yg tak sedar diri and tak tahu malu askin for so many things....haha..but these are the things i would love to own if given a choice..but of coz...life is never so perfect that u will get wat u want...agree?...

Hmmm...i was listening to this christmas song..and i feel tat the first verse of it seems so perfect to describe wat i am doin right now...i mean my bday is like a day apart..so..hhmm...so here how it goes...i change abit la...heheh

Last birthday
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
Im giving it to someone special

heheh...may sounded lame..but yeah is theres someone special?maybe....not the rite time to reveal who if there is la...insya allah i hope it will turn out well... *wink*....

Time to Zzzzzz....gg to school later...haiz...i hate that...and oh yah theres a Christmas celebration at my werkplace on friday...tokin abt werk...i will tell more wat i am doin the next time..hehe...my bro wanna sleep and hes chasin me out of the room...haiz...

2005-12-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

To lydia:
Firstly I would like to sincerely apologize to ya. I admit i wasnt sensitive towards ur feelings wen i wrote that post.I din tink how u will feel if u read it.My mistake there.True i may not know u personnaly but i have no evil intention to criticise ya.Guess i have my fair share too..the comments made by these ppl abt me.Seriously I would like to noe who are these ppl..some may think i am so shallow and daring to write those things.Ppl may perceived me differently now but i dun mind..coz everyone has their own opinion..so let it be,u cant pleased everyone.
I know that every human bein has the every right to be wif someone whom they love and i apologize on my mums behalf for making such remarks...Like i said,i am not concern abt wateva the relationship u had wif mus and no doubt he is a nice guy.I take tis as a lesson to be learnt..watch wat i say coz i will never noe who will get hurt the next time.So im sorry again.All the best to you and take care!

To her sis:
Its ur choice if u have printed it out.I have made a mistake there and i sincerely apologize.Insya allah ur sis will have a good life.God is fair.Im sorry.

So i do hope this will be my last entry regarding my previous post.I dun wish to make further comment abt it.If anyone of u still aint happy abt it...den im sorry...I dun appreciate those comments so if u have more nasty ones to say,jus keep it to urself.Thank u for readin my blog.

2005-12-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Whoa.....I have not checked my blog for the last few days coz of im busy werkin and there....ppl leaving me freaking nasty tag...Goodness...Wassup wif u ppl?Its my blog...i can write watevca i want...i am not discriminating her nor gods creation. I respect her as a normal human being and I aint tat pretty to start off with.And do u ppl tink first b4 writin those bitchy comments???Noone has the right to say whether my hati tak seindah ker or i need soul searchin???helloo...are u ppl god?For heaven sake...i tink u ppl needs soul searching yourself...who that ass wanna spit my face????i dare u to come to my house and do it infront of my parents if u have the balls...JERK!And yes my family would love to hear u call us assholes infront all of us..kurang ajar betul!!...And if u dun like readin wat i publise abt myself...den dun read..like i said wat right have u got to judge the way my mum brought me up...

I see no wrong my mum askin me tat coz i was asking her to describe the gal he was wif...so she is sayin wat she saw..

To skin prob sister:I sincerely apologize if my last entry offended ya and your family. I will delete that paragraph out of respect to ur family. For ur info...i have no intention to kutuk ur sis...

And to the rest:thanks for the nasty comments...its lovely to read...

2005-12-06T02:21:00.000+08:00

The Sky is falling!!!!!

a hilarious animated film Chicken Little about a young and cute little chicken who causes widespread panic when he mistakes a falling acorn for a piece of the sky....the chicken is so cute in the movie tat i feel like ownin a pet exactly like him...hahaha...i went to watch this movie my little cousin earlier in the afternoon...yeah its the cousin bonding session...its fun!

Later in the evening i went to Parkway wif Wati and Zarina..we jus window shop and eat there...its always fun to be wif ur gal frens...one idiotic salesgal at Isetan make me pissed for a moment...poor customer service...!!!agree dude???dun feel like typin out wat happen...hehe..

My mum warned me not to find someone who is a player and has many gal frens...who treat gals like tissue...I assured my mum tat dun worie...i noe who is best for me and of coz insya allah i wont take an asshole as a husband...mothers...they get worried over little things..even on things that doesnt concern them.

Thank god my tuition kid mum jus msged that she has transfer the 70bucks she owed me....i tot she gonna take 2 bloody months to it...haiz...*yawn* im sleepy...

2005-12-05T04:00:00.000+08:00

Kal Ho Na Ho....Devdas...Kuch Kuch Hota Hai...one common theme about these movies mentioned here is tat my ShahRukh Khan acted in them...and i have never ever felt bored watchin any movies acted by him...Especially Devdas...some may not like this movie but i can cry each time watchin it...even Kal Ho Na Ho...bottom line is any movies acted by my SRK which he ended up dying..i will cry no matter if i had watch it a million times...My dad laughed at me when i cried watchin Kal Ho Na Ho jus now at Central...so mean!!!I admit i am an emotional person....

Today or shld i say awhile ago i met up wif Wahidah.....my sec fren whom i have been frens for more then 10 years...someone who is full of jokes and laughter...someone who is there for me wen i am in trouble...someone who is there when i need a shoulder to cry on...I am very surprise how our frenship grew stronger as we moved on wif our own lives after our sec days...*sob* *sob*..ok ok...im gettin all emotional now..haha..blame it on tat hindi movie i watched earlier...

So wonder who is this Wahidah ive been tokin abt...

Thats her on the right....picture taken durin our class outin to El Sheikh...

Hmm...i realise that for the past 4 days..i have been goin to Arab Street...
Thurs -wid mum for tea
Friday- wid mum for prayers at Sultan Mosque
Saturday - wid Wati and d gals for dinner
Sunday - wid family for dinner

Looks like i have to start looking for new place to go now....stop gg to Arab Street...but its nice to go there...any suggestions of interesting places?

2005-12-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

Tick..Tock..Tick...and its almost 3am now...i jus got back from a nice supper wif my sec frens Rabiah and Wahidah...@ the ever famous Simpang Bdk..hehe..the place to cuci mata..hhmm..actually not really..din catch any cute guys there jus now..maybe coz we gals were busy laughin and tokin..always had so much fun hangin out wid them..we can tok from somethin very serious to somethin supper crappy....hehe...

So wen i got back..everyone at home are already in their dreamland..since im still full and aint sleepy yet...i went to check my frenster account....at times its fun to look at ppls page...view their picture gallery but most of the time frenster is very annoying...

I edited my photos at frenster...so i have decided to remove 3 photos....which previously i dun have the heart to do so...bcoz i tot i will feel a lil pinch if i did it..but now i feel like the time is rite ..wonder whos photo i deleted??haha...make a guess..i tink no name shall be mention here..if u noe tats good...if u dun..hhmm a lil clue..its Mr M...But but but....dun get me wrong...i dun hate him..suddenly i jus feel tat the pictures are so yesterday.Actually shld have deleted it long time ago....but...

When i first knew him back den around end of Dec 2004...he was such a nice and sweet guy.Typical arabic words such as 'Insya allah'...'Masya Allah' are his fav...but generally as u know someone longer...u get to see his true colors...hhmm now i make it sound as if hes a bad guy..haha..no la..no doubt he is still a nice guy...Like he always said...'Shit Happens'..so that is exactly wat is happenin now....hehe....i shall not elaborate more....Anyway I am glad tat i noe him...so the conclusion is....

God sometimes give u wat u want but not exactly wat u need....life is never a smooth sail...so when u have open the wrong door...dun ever regret coz only by openin the wrong door den u will realise wat actually u want and need...take it as a lesson to be learnt coz everythin tat happens always for a reason.I am not sure at this very moment if i have knock on to the right door.....as for now all i can do is pray for HIS guidance and i hope insya allah i have made the right choice...insya allah...

Hehehe....Boy..i sound so serious for a moment..haha...wats wif the wrong door and right door thingy???hehe....well...well...its for me to know..for u to figure out...hehehehehehehe.....

Ok...lets change subject...love can be so boring..hehe...hhmm...4 days to my results.....im scared!!

And its almost 4 am now...in 2 hrs time my dad will wake me up for subuh..*daily routine*...and i have 2 weddings to attend later...follow my mum...another boring saturday....and weddings on sunday too...hopefully i dun haf to follow...

So i will end my entry here.....sweet dreams...

2005-11-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

*Yawn* i hate it when noone at home and i have to be the operator..answering all the annoyin calls..."hello mak ada?"...irritating!!!coz none of the calls are for me..all my mum's...due to this i lost my beauty sleep..i cant close my eyes back...damn!!

My sis asked me to check wif my fren werkin at the airport if theres any vacancy at her workplace..so being a nice sis...i did msged my fren..i saw 2 numbers wid the same name..so im not sure which is the correct number i shld sms to...so i jus try my luck and sms to both numbers...

Half hour later...there is unknown number called me...she asked me abt my sister...so i assumed its the correct number i sms too.....den i asked her "ur ticketing side no vacancy?''...den she replied.."ticketing?im in manufacturing line per since after i finish my diploma..''i was like ''shit!''...i sms my poly fren..whom i have not keep in contact for 2 years....i was so malu oredi..so i quickly changed the subject and asked wen shes gettin married...haha..and she is already married..and she said she invited me..she posted the weddin card to my address...i was speechless...i swear i din received it...Goodness i felt so stupid at the moment...haiz...but we continue toking abt our ply frens all...den she asked me the most annoyin question...''wen u getting married rai?dun be fussy la...''........i jus laughed...me fussy???hmm...no comments..

So now...im hungry..mum not home means no food...haiz....she wanna go JB...leceh la..if i said i dun wanna go wait she merajuk...''pergi dgn kawan boleh...pergi dgn mak mcm2 alasan''...so hope she change her mind and i can go for a badminton game wif my gal frens....hehehe..*yawn*

ps: to this person name nana who leave tag...jus one question from me...Whats ur problem?!

2005-11-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Have u ever been to a place where u knew noone der but it somehow gave u motivation to do something??Sounds weird...hhmm...tats exactly wat i am experiencing now...Wondering where i had been and wat motivates me???hehehe...

Well...as some of u know...I have been blogging for the past one year plus but i am too lazy to update my blog...sometimes u jus dunno wat to write...So today..i was invited to an open house at Punggol...it was one of the blogger's home,Diana..Me,wati and nurul all dressed in baju kurung..makeup..proceed to her home..Guess we made a lil blunder there...hehe coz noone of the guest came wore baju kurung!!So we felt abit out of place at first...worst for me coz i din really noe Diana...i felt like i gate crash...hehehe...actually i did met her last week at the tupperware thingy but din get the chance to tok to her as i left early...I was kinda nervous coz first time meeting wif all the bloggers

We had tomyam...*its nice but its abit spicy,i may be an indian but i dun take spicy food..hehe..*..den we barbaque the hotdogs...prawns...meat and so forth...lovely dinner...den more guest came...all the bloggers which i din noe...u see im total lazy ass..im lazy to update as well as lazy to read others blog...ppl like crab..yati...many others..im clueless..haha...

It was nice to see bloggers get together..meet wif the family members...their kids played together....so u can see im like jakun there..hahaha..thanks to wati..

So this gave me motivation to update my blog now...yes..i even tot of changin my skin coz i find mine too boring...but i dun have the right mood to do so...feelin abit feverish tho...

I would to thank Diana for inviting me to her home...a beautiful one..wif her 2 handsome kids...lovely food....i may not be gg to any more bloggers outing any time soon...but jus now was a nice experience...

So im lookin forward for tmr outing wif my own frens...dinner at....oops...sorie..its suppose to be a surprise...haha...will update very soon...*hope this is not semangat 2 minit...hahaha*

2005-11-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

Guess whos back???!!!hehehee.....yup..its me..phew!!! after a long 3 months break..im back bloggin...hhmm..im not sure if i will update more often now but i will try to put in more effort now since im free and bored at home...having my holidays til Jan 2006..den i will start my last sem..insya allah...so fast its gonna be 2006...lotsa things happened in 2005 tho..good n bad..happy n sad..haha...

and i will be turnin 24 soon...gosh i feel so old..haiz..24yrs old and im still schoolin...my 24 years old bestfren already has a stable job,a chubby son,nice house,comfy car and a lovely husband...and me???....i stil have 2 more modules to go...borin rite..no complaint..i am enjoyin every moments bein a student..its the best..agree??

Anyways Me tot of werkin this hols and earn some extra cash but...im too lazy to wake up early to go to werk..den come back late in the evenin feelin all tired...and the cycle goes on n on for 5 days in the week or maybe 6 days..aiyoo so depressing *sorie werkin ppl*..ehehe...so b4 i start werkin for real,insya allah next year April, i wanna enjoy this hols at home wif my bed and pillows..ahahaha..n my mtv of coz..hehe...i jus turned down one temp job offer..hahaha...rai..rai..penyakit M attacking!

So wonder y am i missin for 3 months wid no updates???hhmm...i oso dunno..haha..busy wif pakwe???hahahaha...my toes r laughin...hehe..no la..firstly im too lazy to type..im busy wif assignments..exams..den the fastin month...not forgettin my tuitions...stressful manz..so i guess tat simply the reasons y i dun update my blog...hehe..dah naik malas..

Nothing much happen to me...still the same Rai..hehe...jus tat now im wif a new hair cut..yup i cut my hair real short and dye it burgundy...hehe...wonder y i do tat since i wear tudung n wats the point rite???hehehe...well basically i feel hot..depressed lookin at my borin hair..so i wanna spice it up..hahah...like real..so i do it for self satisfaction~~!kwang kwang kwang..i look fresh n neat.I like!

Oh yah..since im in the mood to type..i wanna give a shout out to someone...to that someone...wateva u r angry abt *only god noes*..i dun wanna tok abt it..so please dun be so petty and merajuk berpanjangan.not good for health u noe..wats the point bein so stubborn??wat do u gain??...no comments la..up to u k.

*Yawn*its passed my bedtime..hehe...gotta to drive my mum to werk later in the morning..so leceh..hehe..wat am i gonna do laytah in the day???hmm...sleep...sleep...and more sleep..i will be fat lazy rai soon..hehehe...i tink im already am one..hahah

ok la...i will update again soon wif more interestin and juicy updates abt me....i kept yawnin n yawnin from jus now...better i stop now b4 i start to type nonsense..till den take care...muakz..

2005-08-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

When i woke up today...i felt something is missin...felt like im very disappointed wif myself.I dunno wat went wrong wif me..My whole body was aching and i was reluctant to get off my bed.But i knew i had to coz i have 2 kids to teach...In the end i cancel one and only taught the small gal...Im jus too lazy to do anythin...even eating!!!Had only one meal tdy...I am not on a diet!

MaybeI shld blame the pills which i took recently (due to some personal prob)..it might have coz this terrible mood swing..i have lost my appetite to eat...i felt this sensation of unease and have this urge to vomit...maybe its the side effect...i dunno...i jus hate the feeling...really suxs

*sigh* Anyway i dun really like to express much in my blog but I'm gona give my two cents worth. Sometimes i wonder if its really worth it to be nice and be concern towards others when u know tat not everything u did will receive much appreciation....or rather wat ever u did was not appreciated at all...annoyin rite...

Sometimes some ppl say some things without thinkin and they din realise tat it does hurt the other party...simple words or sentence can bring alot of meanings....wonder wonder from bein not understanding previously, now i'm demanding?..hahaha....bein upgraded!!! *must be the pills again...* *wink*

*haiz*...The things I'v heard previously from people around might not do anything to hurt me but why am i affected by the things said by that someone. did I like the impression I got of that someone when we first met?Seriously i dunno n i cant remember....I dun hate anyone but why do i feel nausea each time i heard tat someones name..saw ...or even tinkin back abt wat the things said....?Why cant each of us jus mind our own business...

Maybe im jus bein silly here but thousand apologies if anyone is offended.Im not referin to anyone in particular. :)

How i wish life would be much easier and simplier.....guess everyone ask for the same thing too....Life...

2005-08-11T00:49:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.....i smell so so fresh....feels so clean....jus had a nice shower after a nite of sweat....haha...had a fun ball game wif my frens earlier at tamp. Nada bought a basketball and we had netball cum basketball game jus now.Me..hikma..nada...azza and Mo (d only guy)...it was tirin but it was kinda fun...hahah...shld have regular games but the next time better book the court...dun wanna offend the nyonyas again like jus now......kesian tat nyonya in blue doin the cha cha aerobics...kena hit by the ball twice....it was my fault...sorry hikma...hehehe...

Earlier in the day i went to visit sid...she jus gave birth to a pretty baby gerl...Radin Sara Alviena...she looks jus like sid....now i have 2 kids... the other one is hanis...Ahmad Rifa'i Fatuwah...hehehe...wat a fulfillin life...haha

Kak Kinny canceled tuition tdy and i have no mood to teach the other kids...so tat means tmr...fri...sat...im all packed wid tuitions...haiz....oh yah...im doin relief teachin @ damai pri later....aiyooo...im so lazy....haiz....bettter sleep now....

2005-08-02T03:56:00.000+08:00

Where am I?.....in my brothers room
What am I doin?.....I cant sleep and its 4 am...so im bloggin now...tho i dun really like bloggin....u nvr noe who reads it and i haf to becareful wif wat i write as not to offend others...but who cares anyway rite....its my blog so i can write wat i want...but...wateva la
Listening to?...John Legend, Ordinary People..someone told me abt this song and somehow i like it....nice nice...was tokin to jasmine earlier...
Thinkin of?...not quite sure now...i have tutorials to do but no mood to open my book....
What am I gonna do later?....school...argghh....maybe gg to the gym,wanna keep fit...haha...den my tuitions...hope d mum will pay me....so broke...
What i plan to eat?....hhhmm....putupiring...hahah
Missing?...I miss Hanizah badly.....i wanna hug her...i wanna cry on her shoulder...miss her so so so so much...

...................................im bored....................................the end..........hahhaha.....

2005-07-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

Time check: 2.40am......(talkin to nada and hikma now)

And Im VERY HUNGRY.....Gosh....wat happen to me today?????Today i had 3 full meals after so long..breakfast..lunch and dinner and im still hungry....hmm...lets see wat i had today....

Breakfast: Prata

Lunch: Mee Hongkong(@ Tekka Market..went wif mum)
Goreng Pisang

Dinner: Mutton Soup
Apoom (@ Tanjung Pagar Railway...went wif nada n hikma)

And Im still hungry....arrgggh....go to sleep RAI...i have an individual proj to finish over the weekend...damn...

2005-06-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.....looks like i only update once a month...haha...tot i would be able to update religiously at Melbourne but...im juz too busy wif shoppin..tours...and lots more n school too...hehe...and yeah...Im back to hot Singapore again after 3 weeks away from home....I had so so much fun...especially at Gold Coast..all the rides at Movieworld and Dreamworld...and my greatest achievement..i have learnt to cook..hahaa..and not forgettin Big Brother...esp the uncut version...hahahaah...will try to upload the pixs soon....becomin a koala once back here man...im such a useless lazybum...hehehe

So wats the plan for the next 2 weeks in June???well....PROJECT!!!!Damn...i hate projects but no matter wat i still haf to do it in order to complete my degree...suxs big time!!!!Oh yeah...mustaffa is away now to perform his umrah for 2 weeks....may he return home safely...

Im broke after all the spendin in Australia.....so no more shoppin here...damn..its great singapore sale....but one thing for sure...im cravin for lots of food...which i missed so much wen im there....food was bloody expensive there...nasi lemak 7bucks!!can u imagine???!!!nonsense sia!aniwae i had learnt to appreciate veggie now....heheheh....

Gtg now....my mum is freakin worried coz her beloved son is not back yet and she scolded for not bein concern...its only 7pm??!!mothers mothers....haiz...no comment...ciaoz

2005-05-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Time check.....0051...Melbourne..Southbank

Yeah..here I am..@ Melbourne...arrived safely and happily settled down at the most nicest apartment at Southbank....the weather is rather cold here..tink its probably 10 deg now...hehe...jus had my dinner...yeah i had to cook my own...maggie!!!!haha...but ok la..its quite nice...

Rite now Big Brother is on aire...happening..2 biatch doin pole dancing....hmmm....somehow i miss home...called my parents...kak nini and mus earlier...informin them im fine here...tho the flight wasnt a smooth one,the weather wasnt that good..i was at nada's apartment earlier watchin American Idol..since its my first day here so not much activity done...tmr me and frens will be gg to Victoria Market for some shopping...

im not sleepy yet now...im lookin forward to see more of Melbourne..scgool startin on Monday...I have 3 weeks here....so ppl take care and i will try to update my life here again....adios... :)

2005-05-17T02:35:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go...19th May........im scared...excited...sad...to leave....

Leaving On A Jet Plane
Chantal Kreviazuk

I'm ... I'm ...
All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin',
it's early morn
The taxi's waitin',
he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go'

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time,

oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane(Ah ah ah ah)
(Leaving) On a jet plane

*sob* *sob*.....*sob*...im gonna miss alot of people.....especially my dad (i always kiss him in the mornin)..my mum(wonderful person in my life...)...my siblings...my closest frens...my lovely kak nini....Aishah...and not forgettin mustaffa (hope he gonna miss me too)......so do pray for my safety and insya allah i will be back on the 10th June...till then do take care ppl.... :) gonna miss u peeps...

2005-04-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

STRESS....

IM BACK!!!hahaha.....one month i din update ah....hehehe....lazy la

Yes thats the topic for today...stress...Im stress...very very stress...haha..u might be wondering y...well...my exams are like a week away and I have alot to study...ALOT...especially my MAB...man i feel so scared to take that paper...those who had took that module b4 will give the same advice...'Rai, its a killer paper...study hard!'.I was like damn....thats not abit encouraging at all...but somehow it does help me to really concentrate wen i was revising...im jus hopin tat im able to pass the paper...yup im not expecting a distinction nor a credit but jus a pass and im all happy....

Im kinda sick now..was down wif fever and cough for the last 3 days and still am feelin weak now...really hope im ok soon...must be the weather...or exam fever??..or love sick??hahah...i dunno...haha....

Actually i was kinda surprised to receive a tag from someone name Ogy askin me abt Ecrus Garage...hmm...yup Ogy the singer is an arab too...his name is Syed Feroz...well..i din really noe him personally but i noe someone from that band...the guitarist..hes cuter..hehehe...ok ok...btw who are u Ogy???care to intro?u into local scene too?

Haiz....my break time is over...back to my revision now...was jus in the mood to write somethin...hehe...hmm...i hope to update soon....wish me luck ppl.....oh yah...a month from today...I will be in MELBOURNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-17T03:05:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps....hehe....yeah im writing again...jus in the mood at this very moment to write somethin..since its been awhile me updated my blog..so might as well i write somethin today...

Time check..its 3am...jus finish tokin to my baby bucu.....MUS..heheheh...(baby bucu????*puke*...sorie nada!!)hehe...to tink of it..i wasnt really tokin actually...instead i was listenin to him snoring away...yup..he was sleepin while tokin to me!!!!nah...me wasnt pissed coz i noe hes very very tired...the funny part is weneva i wanna put down the phone, he will wake up and asked me not too and promise to tok...but he ended up sleepin again...haiz...after much persuasion ...he finally allowed me to put down.....hehehe....*sweet dreams pyaar* *muakz*

Hmm....let me see wat happened to my life lately....nothin much actually...handed up my individual proj last week...and doin another one now which due next tues...wat to do..wen u r a student, this is wat u gonna go thro...projs..exams....nope..no complains...

I watched Hitch last week too. wif Mus..was hilarious....and i enjoyed it...somethin tat guys will love to watch...wat will be the next movie to watch???

Last Fri me went for supper wif the gals and the 3 abduls at Railway...it was nice and we should do it more often....get together....me went there again wif nada,hikma and kennie on last Mon...btw ders one cute guy werkin there at the Iqbal rest...check him out gals...i find him good lookin...wonder wat is his name (ok ok i noe i shldnt say all this but no harm makin new frens rite..hehe...im sure Mus wont mind...rite dear??)...hmmm....hehe...

I still haven get anythin for my sis for her bday last saturday...i haf no idea wat to get for her...hmmm....any suggestions????actually i went down to Orchard earlier after my interview...tot of buyin somethin for her.....BUT....BUT i ended up buyin for myself..i bought one top from ZARA....so im declaring broke for now till my next tuition pay....haiz.......

And my fren IZ is gettin married end of this year.....so happy and sad for him...he is a nice guy....so lovely....
Okla...me wanna sleep...will try to update more often.....

2005-02-28T12:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm..yesterday was one the days i will never forget...wondering wat had happened??hehehhe...well..2 of my bestest frens held their wedding reception on the same day!!!but diff location of coz..hani at Yishun while Siti at CCK..i went to both houses...
Hanizah, Siti and myself were so so close during our poly days...we are still close now but each of us had our own life now especially them...both now married and gonna be a mom soon...So seeing ur bestfrens in their wedding gowns...its so lovely...it jus makes me wonder when issit gonna be my turn den..who am i gonna married to??Is the guy im seeing now the one for me???hmm....lotsa questions played in mind but the most important thing tat i have concentrate now is gettin my degree by the end of the year insya allah...the rest can wait..hehe...

After attending both wedding...(stupid me forgot to bring my digicam...damn!!so no pix!!)me met Mustaffa and we went for a movie at Tamp(boring!!)...our second movies tog..the first was Meet The Fockers...i wanna watched Closer but we missed the ealier slot and the last show at 10pm..in the end we settled for Million Dollar Baby at 9pm since its been nominated for many awards at the Oscar...acted by Hilary Swank..Clint Eastwood...it was a GOOD movie..5 star...wit a sad ending...very meaningful...must watch!!

Guess Million Dolar Baby did make it big at Oscar...won the best picture..best director..best actress...

Oklah...got to study for my test tommorw...hehe...haven really absorb wat i have read for teh past few days...die die...

2005-02-19T16:46:00.000+08:00

Wohoo!!!its been like a month since i last blog???!!!!!???oh my....u must be wondering wat the hell am i doin wif my life tat i din even update anyhtin since aidiladha....well..seriously i oso dunno wat i have been up too..guess i have been busy wif school....hmm...tuitions..yes i am busy wif tuitions...everyday without fail i haf kids to teach....haiz...and yah busy dating....hahahhaah....hehe...ok ok...as u all noe i am seeing someone...hmm...its been 2 months plus me and him see each other but somehow i feel like we have known each other for 2 years..haha...seriously theres alot more for us to learn abt each other...so as for now...enjoyin each others company...hehe... *wink*

At this very moment...im at Akak Nuruls house sitting at her rotan chair...waiting for my turn to wax my hairy legs...heheheh....its gonna be my very first time waxing....wohoo!!!SCARY!!!!Wati is doin hers now and she jumps each time Nurul pull the strip....Gosh...im freakin scared now...*sweating*

So wats the plan for next week????hmm....i have to start on my research soon...real soon...deadline is so near and i haven even choose the topic on my HR individual proj....man...Im screwed!!!!hehehehe....

Hmm...my accomodation and airtickets to Melbourne is kinda settled as for now...me and my hommies are gonna stay at the shortstay somewhere at Southpoint...tink its 35bucks per day...and we will be taking MAS..guess its the cheapest fare for the moment...$600++...hopefully everythin goes smoothly as well as the $$$ is enuf by den..hehe...

Ok...its my turn now to be waxed....WISH ME LUCK...*rolled eyes*

2005-01-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

SALAM AIDILADHA...

To all muslim...I would like to wish Salam Aidiladha...